At the risk of sounding like the sour sport and a cry baby... I freaking hate even bothering anymore. It's clearly only to amuse myself at this point, and I'm getting less and less amused by it. I get no appreciation, I see hundreds of pieces of crap even mine are better than getting craploads of hits when I'm lucky to break triple digits, and I don't want to shell out a fortune to get legit video editing software so I can make things into loud epileptic seizures everyone enjoys so much.
I mean, the rest of my life is Sysiphis (however that's spelled. Thanks, spell check!) pushing the boulder up the hill day after day (added a kick in the nuts), why does enjoyable stuff have to be just as hard.