Yeah...... I think it goes without saying I will not miss this year. At all. I already knew it was going to be absolute **** with how political as **** it would get, but I did not expect it to be THIS bad. And I can easily say this year definitely brought the worst out of me.
What I can at least thank this year for is helping me to be honest with myself, shaping myself up and learning my own issues I have, and just showing me how stupid people are. I mean, honestly. Having a temper tantrum over a piece of cloth that goes over your face? Another thing I can also thank this year for is showing me just how dishonest people are, and the George Floyd incident alone is a great example.
It showed me how ignorant and racist people can be (like honestly all the victim blaming **** I saw over his death. Yeah, how DARE his using a fake 20 dollar bill not allow the cop a free pass for putting his knee on his neck
seriously, these people were just angry because riots were going on). With that said, I hated seeing the country have to fall apart like this, but the fact that there were people more concerned about buildings being destroyed than a guy losing his life over a fake 20 dollar bill says enough. I even had to cut ties with an old friend who labeled black lives matter as a “terrorist group.” And just the fact alone that it took the whole world being destroyed to open up the eyes of the fact that police vs black people has been an ongoing issue for years also says a lot. Which leads me to this.
The riots definitely proved how dishonest people are when it comes to how they see equality. Instead of actually facing the issues going on, businesses left and right suddenly make these changes to remove offensive stuff like the confederate flag and Aunt Jemima. And I appreciate that they’re addressing it, but they have made it so obvious they’re just doing it so they don’t end up getting themselves in legal trouble, not out of sincerity. One of the stupidest changes I have seen in my life is the Dixie Chicks changing their name to “the chicks.” Wow! Such an original name!
the biggest unecesarry change for me though was seeing some Caucasian voice actors come out and “apologize” for voicing colored characters, and while I support their decisions, a lot of them came off completely dishonest with their “apologies.” One good example is Vanessa Marshall (voice of Irwin from the Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy). She literally only “apologized” because another voice actor (GK Bowes) forced her in a tweet because she thinks she speaks for everyone waiting for an apology (“we’re waiting.”
I called her out for it and got blocked. I’m not sorry at all). Literally just because of that. And now she never references Irwin anymore, and I have a good feeling she’d probably ignore or reject a request on cameo if it involved Irwin in it. Then there were voice actors from Disney and Netflix shows that had to quit as they came out with “apologies.” And guess what I found out? They only “quit” because they were fired. Great cover up mask there.
Just goes to show how woke as **** these companies are. I would like to mention I have mixed opinions on Caucasian actors voicing colored characters; if it’s a lead or main character then it should go to the respective race. Otherwise if it’s just a side character then whatever. And I do think it’s fair that actors of the respective race get their share of auditions as well. Otherwise, if you can capture the character well but appropriately, I’m fine with that. If I am lucky to get into this industry, I’ll only audition for characters I’m “fit” for, but only to avoid getting blacklisted because again, the entertainment industry is just woke as **** like that.
But anyway, those were probably the two biggest headaches for me of this year. While I do have stuff to be grateful for there are a lot more negatives than positives:
Pros:
Coming out bisexual
Shaping myself up and learning issues I have with myself
Being honest with myself
Got a portal voice over booth and mic in my closet
HBO Max releasing old SS episodes (and big thank you to
@Froggy Fool for all your help capturing those clips for me) and just giving us the nostalgia of old shows and giving us new content like the new Looney Tunes cartoons
We got a new Muppet series
The new Animaniacs series
Getting to take a voice acting class with FUNimation actor Chuck Hüber (and made some connections)
An awesome video shout out from Vic Mignogna (courtesy of
@Any Del)
My first experiences with Galaxy con with Jodi Benson AKA the voice of Ariel, and a second time meeting Tara Strong (both pricey as well but worth it)
An awesome birthday cameo shout out from Grey Delisle-Griffin
The orange idiot losing this election
Stills from the infamous cancelled season 2 episode of Thomas and Friends “The Missing Coach” leaked out to make a good reconstructed episode
Cons:
The constant stress of having to sell my old house which I miss greatly (I am grateful I can still visit my old neighborhood and I have a picture hanging up next to my bed, but I am so angry at what the new neighbors have done to it).
Covid and its stupid lockdown and limitations, not to mention all this stupidity over a ******* mask
The fact that we also got the worst democratic nominee against stupid orange man, Mr. I can say racist **** and be sexually inappropriate with women because I’m a democrat
The George Floyd incident leading to these riots and unecesarry changes
The death of my grandma on my mom’s side and an old friend of mine from college
Having to cut ties with so many more toxic friends, one of which even sexually harassed me for years
Moving into this new apartment, with just how thin these walls are and all the noise I gotta put up with. Not only that, but it’s easily increased my insomnia
Gained a lot of weight I burned off from stress eating
As two folks I looked up to, the death of Canadian voice actor Kirby Morrow and now hearing Tom Kane had a stroke.
Having to spend the holidays alone
Flash will be gone soon (bye bye old miniclip, kongresgate and new grounds games)
and overall feeling like my depression and anger has only increased. It got so bad to the point I just didn’t even want to exist anymore and hoped I was forgotten. And literally half of this year I was pretty much high as a kite. I can’t tell you how much weed I went through.
With that said, my expectations for 2021 are very, very low. And if I’m being honest, I only expect it to be worse. Otherwise, at this point..... whatever happens, happens. That’s all I can say.