i love simon smith and it too feels bittersweet for me sometimes.
[i may go out tomorrow if i can borrow a coat to wear... dang, now it's in my head!] i don't know if it's morbid or what, but the version sung at jim's funeral is my favourite... actually, all those songs sound better to me, maybe they were doing there best for him?
and i remember being around 5 when my aunt first played muppet christmas carrol for my sister and i [told you my whole family loves the muppets] and i remember seeing 'in loving memory of Jim Henson and Richard Hunt' [now, my whole life mom's told me Jim's dead, so i never really felt... i guess sad, it was just a fact of life, he died when i was, like 9 months old] but i remember reading it and yelling "who's Richard Hunt!" and i spent the rest of the day asking family members who he was, and people guessed he was a friend or something. fast forward 13 years, and about a minute after my sister told me he died, i remembered the video [cuz up to that point i fast forwarded through the 'in loving memory' i used to fast forward and be like 'preview, preview, muppet movie, seen movie, wanna see muppet movie, in loving memory of jim and some dude blah, blah, credits, credits, credits, gonzo!'] so i threw it in and fast forwarded to the 'in loving memory' and paused it. seeing those words after i knew about him hurt so much. i guess it hurt knowing now two amazing people died so close together.
and yes, the movie is rather bittersweet, but it's really good. one of my favourites in fact. even though they were now grieving over the lost of Richard as well, they wanted to do right by their friends. that's why, even as a kid, i found the part with tiny tim dying seemed so real [and i can't stand tiny tim! it's only in the muppet version i feel sad]
oh, and Kiki, my room is cluttered but organized, so i understand lol. my friend always says 'in the madness there is organization' because we have messy rooms, but in one pile we keep books to read, another is artwork, so on so forth.