*hugs her back*
There really were times that I just thought about...well...let's just say that I was torn between thinking maybe the world would be better without me but maybe I had a bigger purpose and just had to find it. *sigh* Way back when the hybrid almost successfully killed me...*pulls back and looks at the ground ashamed* that wasn't my first near death experience...
*looks up at Yuna* But some greater power didn't want me to die...When the scientists caught me a few years ago and turned me into a ghost, I thought I was going to die for sure. There was a part of me that was almost happy about it...but I didn't die. And I discovered Shadow. He was my only real friend for a long time. Unless you count that crazy stalker chick I had...
But I got sick of living in the ghost zone and found my way out. And then, in a strange twist of fate, one day I met Grace. Another monster...and then I met you and Hubert. Heh...even though Hubert didn't start out as a monster, he was one of the first humans to not care what I was. And then we all formed the CCC...and I realized that, maybe this was my purpose. Still, there was a part of me that felt empty. So I got Spike, thinking maybe having a pet would help. it did...but...all I wanted was for someone to love me...someone who wasn't an animal or volleyball named Wilson...
And, well, the more we hung out, the more I started really liking you. But I was scared and didn't want to admit it to you or to myself. Part of it was the brainwashing of me thinking I was a female and wasn't sure how you would react to that, and another part of me was just scared that even if we did get closer, you would just end up abandoning me like my fake parents did. I think all that speeding around on my bike was partially me trying to show off...and that obviously didn't work so I tried to make an effort to not do that...
I tried doing little things here and there for you...but then I saw you and Vincent...and I got jealous. I know there's a big age difference between you two, but I guess that's when I realized I had to say something or it would be too late...and then I finally got the courage to tell you my feelings...
*is in tears by the end*
(random Castaway reference FTW!)
There really were times that I just thought about...well...let's just say that I was torn between thinking maybe the world would be better without me but maybe I had a bigger purpose and just had to find it. *sigh* Way back when the hybrid almost successfully killed me...*pulls back and looks at the ground ashamed* that wasn't my first near death experience...
*looks up at Yuna* But some greater power didn't want me to die...When the scientists caught me a few years ago and turned me into a ghost, I thought I was going to die for sure. There was a part of me that was almost happy about it...but I didn't die. And I discovered Shadow. He was my only real friend for a long time. Unless you count that crazy stalker chick I had...
But I got sick of living in the ghost zone and found my way out. And then, in a strange twist of fate, one day I met Grace. Another monster...and then I met you and Hubert. Heh...even though Hubert didn't start out as a monster, he was one of the first humans to not care what I was. And then we all formed the CCC...and I realized that, maybe this was my purpose. Still, there was a part of me that felt empty. So I got Spike, thinking maybe having a pet would help. it did...but...all I wanted was for someone to love me...someone who wasn't an animal or volleyball named Wilson...
And, well, the more we hung out, the more I started really liking you. But I was scared and didn't want to admit it to you or to myself. Part of it was the brainwashing of me thinking I was a female and wasn't sure how you would react to that, and another part of me was just scared that even if we did get closer, you would just end up abandoning me like my fake parents did. I think all that speeding around on my bike was partially me trying to show off...and that obviously didn't work so I tried to make an effort to not do that...
I tried doing little things here and there for you...but then I saw you and Vincent...and I got jealous. I know there's a big age difference between you two, but I guess that's when I realized I had to say something or it would be too late...and then I finally got the courage to tell you my feelings...
*is in tears by the end*
(random Castaway reference FTW!)