AfricAnimalAZ
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Everyone,
Like many of you, I'm still trying to find the words, but remain speechless. I found out about this devastating loss on what has become yesterday afternoon, and even now, am overcome with deep sadness. With it are feelings of frustration and disbelief - I've since been asking myself, "How...?", "Why...?", especially "Why?" I mean, I know why, and it shouldn't be hard to believe as this parting, like the ones before, was inevitable (his age by all means had caused concern). In the same vein, it feels as though it happened too suddenly. Ultimately though, it's a fate we all at some point will have to endure; just the way of the world.
Similarly, the way of the world had shown when we lost the one who started it all...well,...not exactly "we" - I wasn't even around at the time Jim had passed, yet my profound grief for both losses is alike. And...despite my not being there then, I'll admit that I've been experiencing a strange feeling throughout these almost-24 hours. Bizarre as it sounds (*and it's hard to put it in the right words, so I sincerely apologize for any confusion), I feel as if I've been (and am still being) impacted by the effects of Jim Henson's passing, as if HE was the one we just lost and not Caroll. To clarify, once I'd learned about Jim and his work, I definitely did feel those effects, but (likely) in a different way...different from those who witnessed it and heard of it when it actually happened, who were physically around, existing (*again, I wouldn't come along until several years after...). I'm not quite sure why this is - perhaps now that I'm here to acknowledge and react to such occurrences, I can say at this point that I physically and mentally understand the feeling (?) That said, I thought I should ask; all who were around then, does the loss of Caroll evoke those same feelings/sensations that you felt when Jim went? When Jerry (Nelson) went? Honestly, these inexplicable thoughts and emotions brought to mind Caroll's performance as Big Bird singing "Bein' Green" at Jim's memorial - a heartfelt, touching tribute (*Notice : I didn't include the link to it here so as not to make anyone sad, as we're all already grieving - I'd feel guilty adding to it).
To conclude, I'd like to end this tribute on a few positive notes - my favorite Big Bird moments might be: if I had to pick one (*and the choice is tough), maybe the (Sesame Street) episode where Ernie sleeps over - at a close second is Big Bird introducing Snuffleupagus, and following at third is his entire scene with the Swedish Chef in "Muppet Family Christmas". It's equally hard to pick a favorite Oscar moment, but it might be him singing "I Love Trash", followed by his playing off of/bonding with Slimey. Moreover, life unfortunately never granted me the opportunity to meet Caroll, however, I hope he, Jim, Jerry, Richard and the others have (re-)congregated dimensions away, nonetheless. Thank you to Sesame Street, for teaching the alphabet, numbers; basically building the fundamentals (many thanks as well for inviting Caroll to help celebrate 50 years). Thank you to Jim, for Sesame, the Muppets, Fraggles, fantasy worlds, and everything in between. Lastly, thank you to the extraordinarily talented, warmhearted, and unforgettable Caroll Spinney, for the laughs, tears, memories, essentially our childhoods, he will be dearly missed - may his legacy live on for generations to come (Caroll Spinney, 1933-2019).
Like many of you, I'm still trying to find the words, but remain speechless. I found out about this devastating loss on what has become yesterday afternoon, and even now, am overcome with deep sadness. With it are feelings of frustration and disbelief - I've since been asking myself, "How...?", "Why...?", especially "Why?" I mean, I know why, and it shouldn't be hard to believe as this parting, like the ones before, was inevitable (his age by all means had caused concern). In the same vein, it feels as though it happened too suddenly. Ultimately though, it's a fate we all at some point will have to endure; just the way of the world.
Similarly, the way of the world had shown when we lost the one who started it all...well,...not exactly "we" - I wasn't even around at the time Jim had passed, yet my profound grief for both losses is alike. And...despite my not being there then, I'll admit that I've been experiencing a strange feeling throughout these almost-24 hours. Bizarre as it sounds (*and it's hard to put it in the right words, so I sincerely apologize for any confusion), I feel as if I've been (and am still being) impacted by the effects of Jim Henson's passing, as if HE was the one we just lost and not Caroll. To clarify, once I'd learned about Jim and his work, I definitely did feel those effects, but (likely) in a different way...different from those who witnessed it and heard of it when it actually happened, who were physically around, existing (*again, I wouldn't come along until several years after...). I'm not quite sure why this is - perhaps now that I'm here to acknowledge and react to such occurrences, I can say at this point that I physically and mentally understand the feeling (?) That said, I thought I should ask; all who were around then, does the loss of Caroll evoke those same feelings/sensations that you felt when Jim went? When Jerry (Nelson) went? Honestly, these inexplicable thoughts and emotions brought to mind Caroll's performance as Big Bird singing "Bein' Green" at Jim's memorial - a heartfelt, touching tribute (*Notice : I didn't include the link to it here so as not to make anyone sad, as we're all already grieving - I'd feel guilty adding to it).
To conclude, I'd like to end this tribute on a few positive notes - my favorite Big Bird moments might be: if I had to pick one (*and the choice is tough), maybe the (Sesame Street) episode where Ernie sleeps over - at a close second is Big Bird introducing Snuffleupagus, and following at third is his entire scene with the Swedish Chef in "Muppet Family Christmas". It's equally hard to pick a favorite Oscar moment, but it might be him singing "I Love Trash", followed by his playing off of/bonding with Slimey. Moreover, life unfortunately never granted me the opportunity to meet Caroll, however, I hope he, Jim, Jerry, Richard and the others have (re-)congregated dimensions away, nonetheless. Thank you to Sesame Street, for teaching the alphabet, numbers; basically building the fundamentals (many thanks as well for inviting Caroll to help celebrate 50 years). Thank you to Jim, for Sesame, the Muppets, Fraggles, fantasy worlds, and everything in between. Lastly, thank you to the extraordinarily talented, warmhearted, and unforgettable Caroll Spinney, for the laughs, tears, memories, essentially our childhoods, he will be dearly missed - may his legacy live on for generations to come (Caroll Spinney, 1933-2019).