oh my goodness telly i am so sorry to hear about your aunt and your father . I am so sorry that i did not see all of this sooner .
Time heals all pain, one thing that a friend told me when my granpa passed way seveal years ago, there is no right way to greive and or wrong way eiter if u have a bad day at any time it helped me to just feel it and just even somedays watching a faverite muppet show or any one of my faverite shows or anything that felt good for me to do .
you are in my prayers thank u for being such a inperation and wonderful part of this bourd .