Chapter Four
She laid him face-up on his bed, curled up beside him, and gently rubbed his chest in a wide circle, careful not to disturb the sling. "Sh… Sh… Kermie... Kermie... It's okay now, Kermie... It's okay... you're safe now... you're home... you're right here... Sh… It's okay now, Kermie…"
His tears subsided, and he silently stared up at the ceiling, paying more attention to the soothing sound of her voice than the words she spoke. His good hand reached up and held her warm glove over his heart, and she fell silent. They were quiet for a moment.
"You're real," he whispered.
She relaxed. "Yes, Kermie," she assured him. She kissed his cheek. "Very real."
He thoughtfully held her hand, staring up at the ceiling. "Sometimes... I'd pretend you were with me... Just like this," he whispered. "...Sometimes it would help."
She snuggled close to him. "Mon Capitan," she murmured.
"Private First Class," he softly corrected.
"Private, shmivate," she growled as she reached her hand up to his cheek and turned his face towards her. "You're Mon Capitan." She tenderly kissed his lips.
He pulled away and turned his face down into the bed. "Don't," he whispered with a certain longing in his voice. "I don't deserve you at all."
Her face fell. She traced her hand down his cheek and neck, across his uniform, tracing every button. "Oh Kermie," she whispered, "What did they do to you?"
"Nothing," he said sharply, turning further towards the bed. "
They didn't do
anything to
me."
Her fingers crossed to the medal on his chest. "
Someone must have done
something to you," she said. "Bullets don't just shoot
themselves into shoulders!"
"Please don't remind me of it," he said, forcing his face down.
He would have said something more, but her glove was suddenly on his cheek again, and under his chin, turning his face up to meet her eyes... Those big blue eyes, so full of so many things that he could hardly comprehend at that moment... But he knew enough to trust them.
"How can I ever live with myself, Piggy?" he asked her weakly. "I... I
hate myself!"
Her first answer was to kiss him.
He started to pull away again, but she held him. He did not continue to fight her, and after a moment, she allowed their lips to part.
"Remember this, Kermie," she whispered. "Moi could
never hate you." She kissed his cheek. "And I'm not the only one." She nuzzled close to him.
He shook his head. "If you knew what I did-"
"It doesn't matter." She kissed his cheek again. "I love you, Kermie. No matter what. No matter
anything. I love you."
His hand found hers again and gripped it tight. He shoved his face into her shoulder. "Stay here?" he begged.
"Of course." She felt him settle and slowly drift towards sleep. "Where else would I go, Mon Capitan?" she whispered. "Where else would I go..."
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Fozzie peered into the room. "Is he okay?" he asked softly.
"He fell asleep," Miss Piggy said. She reluctantly turned to look at the bear, keeping a hand on Kermit's chest. "He's hurting so much inside," she whimpered.
Fozzie took his hat off. "I'm glad he's home," he said.
She nodded. "Could you... Could you keep the others away for now?" she said. "I think... he needs a little quiet."
Fozzie nodded.
They heard a dull explosion from the basement.
Kermit stiffened, started to sit up, and froze. After a moment, he sighed and sheepishly lay down. "Probably just... Crazy Harry or... Bunsen or... something," he mumbled. His hand searched until he was once again gripping Miss Piggy's glove. "No one hurt..." He drowsed off.
Fozzie watched him. "It'll take a lot of adjusting," he whispered.
Miss Piggy nodded. "A lot of healing," she whispered. She gently stroked her frog's cheek. "We'll help him."
Fozzie took one step in.
"How's Robin?" Miss Piggy asked, stopping him. She did not take her eyes off of Kermit.
"He's confused," Fozzie said. "I think... I think we all are."
Miss Piggy nodded. "Kermie most of all," she said softly. "He asked me if I was real."
Fozzie sighed. "This won't be easy," he said.
"No," Miss Piggy said. "But this will be worth the effort."
"Are you kidding?" Fozzie said softly. "It's worth all the effort in the world."
"And then much more," Miss Piggy agreed, and she kissed Kermit's cheek.