dwayne1115
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this Chirstmas my mom my girlfriend and myself are heading to the great state of Virgina. Now this is really exiting but yet is going to be a very somber trip. becuse I am taking my girlfriend to my father's grave. This will be the frist time i have been to his grave sence his death and im kind of nervious about it. i really want it to be specal in a way for my girfriend there is just so much of my past she will never understand and i want her to. so by me taking her there and talking to my dads grave i think she will just get a little glimps of what i have truly been throgh. I have been so mad and hurt at my dad for a long time well untill tonight (its probly near 4 :00 in the morring when im writting this) that i was really mad at my dad for dieing wen i was a kid. butt im kind of just a little thankfull now becaus if he had not died we would have not moved from East Tn to Nashville and if we hadnt moved here i know i would have never meet the most wonderfull person n my life my Girlfriend who i want to spend the rest of my life with and have a wonderfull family. I want to be able for my dad to look down frome heaven and see his son doing good treating his mother amd brother right and haveing a loving wife and kids that i will love and suport. i know that i can only do the best i can but i love my dad and i hope to become a great dad for my kids one fine day.