OCC: Considering "Another Opening" just popped up on my itunes? hehe give me a sec and I'll come up with something a little more appropriate. And now Mother's musical debut! The first is "One Little Star" from "Follow that Bird" the second is a Mopfam spin on Mark Schultz's "Do You Even Know Me"
Christy tosses the empty platter to the side and begins humming. She closes her eyes and in her mind's eye she sees her three toddlers bouncing and getting ready for bed...
One little star, all alone in the sky
Do you ever get lonely as the twilight drifts by?
One little star, in the darkening blue
Do you long for another just the way that I do?
*stops singing* Ugh who am I kidding? *She drags the lone wooden stool over and stands so she can see outside. Her eyes are level with the ground. She scans the bonfires until she sees Father warming himself beside Herb and a few others at one fire. From somewhere a song escapes*
It's cold tonight, Can you hear me say
I watch out the window as you came home late
I try to smile, but look away
Can you even see the tears were running down my face
She said you go to work, you pay the bills
I stay at home and I make the meals
But you don’t even know who I am anymore
You’re a million miles away though I see you everyday
And I’ve been waiting right here over all these years
And sometimes I get so lonely; I need to know you love me
But do you even know me anymore
Do you even see our son?
I remember his first birthday, now you don't even see him gone
You missed his life, You missed all of us
Oh to him you're a man just living down the hall
He said I learned to live without you dad
But I’d give it all just know you
But we don’t even know you are anymore
I used to wait all the kids games, but still you never came
And I’ve been waiting right here over all these years
For the time you said you'd owe me, I wanted you to show me
Who you even are
I watch the days turn into years
And now I’m wondering how I wound up here
I dreamed my dreams I made my plans
But all I’ve found is a stranger hiding behind the man I thought I knew
And I don’t even know who you are anymore
God I'm praying through the tears, let me make up for these years
Do I need to I start again
Do you even want me, I’m beggin’ you to show me
But do I even know you anymore?
The song ends as Christy Nicola O'Connor Cole Dimtri Moppet wipes her tears and steps down from the stool. She sits down and lies her head back, closing her eyes and waiting for morning.