Well, the first 23 years of my life felt like suffering becaues I was most of my closes friends were girls and just had an easier time talking and making friends with girls in general. it indirectly raises your status with everyboby becaus thet thing you got all the girls so to speal. But you know inside that you feel lonly and you wishing that just someone would like you. Eveytime somone would say that I was going with somone or tease the somone was my girlfriend because I was hanging out with them, the person I was hanging out with would jump on the defence and tell them that we were just friends and always go right William, and I hating saying know pretty often. Every time that would happen, It was another blow to my heart. You always hope dream, wish, and even cry at night that the person you love and really care about would come you're way. It will happen and it was worth the wait. I think all the rejection (and I've askes) that happened to me was supposed to happen because it meant that that person was not right for me. It's like I've told Carrie, I used to come home to a little lady called TV evey night and she gose "What a looser", Haha! Then I said to her "But I'm her looser and she got stuck with me, Haha! We're terrible people, haha! Maybe that's why were so perfect for each other, Haha! But were holding on to this relationship with our dear lives and relise what we have can't be found anywhere else. We wouldn't trade it for the world.