The Great Desire

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Chapter 11

Sigh. Turn head to left and look at clock to see that it is only eleven fifty-eight pm. Sigh. Lift leg and toss self over onto stomach. Fluff pillow. Close eyes and fight gnawing feeling in pit of stomach that you were wrong. Sigh. Turn head to right to see that it is only one minute later. Repeat process.
Across town from each other Camilla and Gonzo rose out of bed simultaneously and padded to the kitchen. It was no use as there would be no sleep tonight.

I was wrong, was the only thought that could echo through Camilla’s head. How did I let her become so isolated was all that Gonzo could ask himself. As if in a perfectly choreographed movie they went through the motions together so far apart that had grown into the habit of learning to live alone.

After the hot drinks were laid forgotten half empty on the end tables and the muted tvs couldn’t hold their distraction any longer each dressed and headed out into the night air for a midnight walk around the pond. Camilla and Gonzo were lost in the memories of the fateful night that drove the last nail into the coffin of their relationship as they collided into each other and fell to the ground.

A torn smile played at Camilla’s beak as she stared in Gonzo’s eyes. Slowly Gonzo pulled himself to standing and reached out to take Camilla’s wing. With an almost inaudible cluck she accepted and left her wing in his hand as the continued slowly along the path.

Kermit paused with Janice and Floyd on the other side of the park as he watched the couple allowing themselves to deal with their emotions for the very first time.

“Cool man,” Floyd said in relief, “this afternoon wasn’t in vein.”

“Like, I still don’t know what happened to Isabella. They never said,” Janice sighed her dismay at having missed so much.

“As I remember it…” Kermit began hoping to clear things up once and for all.

* * * * * * * * * *​

Thirty weeks – ten forty-five pm that night

Kermit and Scooter caught up with Gonzo and Camilla just before they got to the doors of the unit. The doctors met them at the doors and Scooter secretly praised Kermit for making him take shorthand as he scribbled notes down about what was happening.

Camilla trotted helplessly beside the bed as they wheeled Isabella’s from the unit down to emergency surgery. Gonzo, Kermit and Scooter settled in the familiar surgical waiting room again as Camilla paced back and forth. After an hour they were once again joined in the waiting room by Miss Piggy, Rowlf, Wanda, Fozzie, and Sarah. Gonzo separated himself from the group as he tried to get Camilla to sit.

The conversation was hushed as Rowlf started asking for the details. “What happened?”

Scooter consulted his notes carefully as he repeated what the doctors had told them. “Isabella’s belly ballooned up again. She looked really bad from what they described. Not like she had before, this time she was a little grayish looking. When they took the x-ray they saw air in the belly, not just in the intestines.” Scooter paused with a ragged sigh and then continued, “that means her intestine split in what’s called a perforation. She’s in surgery now to see what they can do.”

“Isabella’s going to be okay though?” Miss Piggy whispered.

Kermit gently put his arms around her a pulled her close as he answered, “The doctors are doing all they can. We won’t know until they tell us.”

Slowly Miss Piggy mouthed her question again, “She’s going to be okay, isn’t she?”

Fozzie glanced around the room at his friends wishing this were a different world. His gut felt raw as it only had once before on another day he would never forget. In nineteen ninety it had taken a long time for Kermit and Rowlf to recover from the loss. Fozzie hoped it wouldn’t be the same for Camilla and Gonzo. He couldn’t control the words “Jim’s watching her now,” from escaping as the doctors walked in solemnly.

Time only proceeded in frozen moments as Gonzo caught Camilla from crashing to the floor and carefully wiped the tears off of his nose. Kermit stepped in and ushered the couple up the neonatal ICU as Scooter made the call for Hilda to prepare the boarding house to receive everyone that would start pouring into town.

Rowlf caught up with Floyd leaving Janice’s room and choked out only short sentences. “Surgery wasn’t going to help her. The disease of her small intestine had spread too much. They closed Isabella’s belly and are letting Camilla and Gonzo hold her as they… as they spend her last moments together.”

Kermit stood by to usher the couple back to the boarding house and into the arms of those who loved them. Camilla clutched desperately at the blanket that had wrapped Isabella as Gonzo reached for Camilla and was denied.

The funeral was kept private from the media. Simple tributes were offered by all of the groups that came. Gonzo and Camilla sat with their heads bowed quietly, hands and wings by their sides and two inches that were miles between them. Rowlf sang quietly:

Do you remember days not so very long ago
When the world was run by people twice your size?
And the days were full of laughter
And the nights were full of stars
And when you grew tired you could close your eyes

Yes the stars were there for wishing
And the wind was there for kites
And the morning sun was there for rise and shine
And even if the sniffles kept you
Home from school in bed
You couldn't hardly stay there after nine

And I wonder if the smell of morning's faded
What happened to the robin's song
That sparkled in the sky?
Where's all the water gone
That tumbled down a stream?
Will I ever catch another butterfly?

Do you remember campouts right in your own backyard?
Wondering how airplanes could fly
And the hours spent just playin'
With a funny rock you found
With crystal specks as blue as all the sky

And I wonder if the smell of morning's faded
What happened to the robin's song
That sparkled in the sky?
Where's all the water gone
That tumbled down a stream?
Will I ever catch another butterfly?

Now I watch my son, he's playin' with his toys
He's happy, I give him all I can
But I can't help feelin'
Just a little tingly inside
When I hear him say he wants to be a man

And I wonder if the smell of morning's faded
What happened to the robin's song
That sparkled in the sky?
Where's all the water gone
That tumbled down a stream?
Will I ever catch another butterfly?
Will I ever catch another butterfly?

Each Muppet remembered the hope that a new dawn could bring as the days went by and most started to return to life with one more loss. Gonzo and Camilla stayed frozen in time of the moments just before the funeral, holding Isabella in their arms as fate took over.

[FONT=&quot]Time slipped by, Camilla stayed frozen and Gonzo moved in stunted spurts forward. Camilla asked for a divorce unable to bear the thoughts that haunted her another day.[/FONT]
 

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OH... Melissa... That's both sad and beautiful at the same time.

Seems like there's some glimpse of hope as Gonzo and Camilla couldn't shake the gnawing feeling inside them in the present, going from a somnambulist state to a midnight stroll in the park.
Heh, and Kermit's there watching them, with Floyd and Janice.

Especially touched with how you portrayed the flashback at the hospital.
The group of Muppets who come to the couple's aid... Wanda, a nod to Wanda the Cat from Beth's stories? Sarah, who is this? Cause if it's a certain human girl we all know, her name's spelled without the "h" at the end.
The thing that hit me... Fozzie had a raw feeling in his gut like he had once before... In 1990 it took Kermit and Rowlf a long time to recover from the loss... Fozzie couldn't help the words "Jim's watching over her now" from escaping.
Oh... That's a stab in our collective hearts.

And the part that really got me...
At the funeral, Rowlf singing one of the songs from either of their holidays with John Denver, don't recall which fright now. But that was simply beautiful.
Not to mention that Gonzo and Camilla are separated by a few inches that feels like a mile, frozen in time and moving in stunted spurts, Camilla asking for the divorce because she cannot deal with the thoughts that haunt her... Oh my, simply...

Well, said it before, this story is truly great... More please?
 

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*lets out slow breath* Well, I'm certainly glad you gave a warning before the beginning of this chapter. I have to agree with Ed though, it was sad but beautiful. You treated it just so gracefully. The song was beautiful and appropriate and it was so typical but also right that all of Gonzo and Camilla's closest friends were at the hospital with them.

The beginning of the chapter gives so much hope! I hope it's a sign that Gonzo and Camilla are on their way back to finding each other.

This is such a lovely story, I can't wait to read more.
 

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*needs to go find tissues now*

...wow....oh my....it's so sad and yet beautiful. It kinda hits a bit home to me, as I was born early, and I know the terrors that surround little premies like that.

Not to break the flow of comments, but I feel a little smarter because I recoginized the medical terms. I hated my nasal cannulas. Had three of them infact. One down to my stomach, the other two in the front edge that gave me extra oxygen for breathing. XD Always tried to pull them out.
 

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And aren't you glad you didn't Sara? Cause now we have you here with us, right where you belong...

Oh, if you're interested in going on the dorms trip, I'll need for you Sara and Melissa to LMK via PM by tonight. Course, you can show up there later but I'd like to know so as to plan accordingly in advance.
Other than that... More story please from all of you authors!
 

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Chapter 12 - part 1

Two months later

Janice watched as Camilla picked up her brush yet again to smooth her feathers. Camilla's wing shook slightly revealing the nerves and causing frustration. As she drew back to hurl the brush into the corner Janice stepped in and took over the process of smoothing the feathers.

"Like, you rully shouldn't let the nervous worms get to you. You didn't take that long of a break."

"It's not just that," Camilla signed, "It's Gonzo too."

"I thought things were totally getting better between you."

"I did too, but we've been slowly talking to each other for the past two months and he hasn't even asked me out on a date yet."

Janice did her best to keep a straight face and caught Kermit's stern look as he paused out of Camilla's sight at the door. "Like, mabe Gonzo's waiting on you to ask him," she said.

Kermit nodded, glad that Camilla was not aware of all the plans going on in the theater tonight. He continued on by the girls dressing room to take his place at the desk pausing for a moment as he watched Robin.

"Macho, macho frog! I want to be a macho frog!" Robin sang with exuberance as he hopped up and down the stairs.

"Hey, save some of that energy for the show." Kermit made a mental note to have Robin sing his impromtu version of the Village people's song in a future show. "Besides, you'll make yourself forget your lyrics to the extra song tonight."

"Uncle Kermit! It's only one word that I have to sing over and over again." Robin reacted incredulously hating that he still needed to be reminded of his responsibilities. "Besides, I think that you should worry about Fozzie a little bit more than me."

Kermit sighed as he looked over and saw Fozzie pacing franticly back and forth. Carefully he made his way over to Fozzie and braced himself for this performance's problem.

"Oh, Kermit what am I going to do?" Fozzie wailed as he rushed over and grabbed him.

"Calm down, Fozzie..." was all he was allowed to get out before Fozzie interupted him.

"I'm just so lost now!"

"Have you tried Harry Krishna?" Gonzo asked as he walked by to sharpend the pencils he needed for his act.

"Sheesh," Kermit paused in amazement as he wondered if they would ever forget about that, "Fozzie, what is the problem."

"Statler and Waldorf!" Fozzie was at the point of sobbing as he chocked out their names.

"I thought you weren't going to let their heckling bother you anymore."
"But that's just it Kermit, they're not here! I can't do the show without them anymore. The heckling is part of the act."

Kermit had learned over the years how to handle almost anything and very few things made him speechless. Unfortunatley this was one of them. All Kermit could come up with was "they've still got time before the show starts, I'm sure they will turn up."

"But..." Fozzie was cut off by Scooter's call of "fifteen seconds until curtain." and the mad dash for all bears and pigs and chickens and things to take their places for the theme.

"Good evening folks," Kermit spoke to the packed house after the number, "have we got a show for you tonight"

"What has it been every other night?" puffed Waldorf as he tripped into the
box.

"Their rendition of the sinking of the Titanic!" Statler huffed as he followed his friend to the floor.

"Oh, good" Kermit's voice was mixed with amusement and regret, "I see you
two made it."

"Would have been sooner if we hadn't of had to use our money for our prescriptions to pay for the tickets tonight!"

"What's the point in charging us more, isn't our being here punishment enought."

Kermit jumped at the opportunity to explain. "I'd like to thank all of you for coming out tonight to support the March of Dimes. All of the money we raise tonight will be going to support this cause that is special in the hearts of all of us here in the Muppet theater."

Camilla paused backstage and took several gulping breaths. It still hurt every shard of her heart to think about Isabella and all that she had went through. As Beaker had pointed out though, doing the show for the March of Dimes was the best way to help Isabella now.

"Meep, mee moi" he had said explaining that the foundation funded research targeted for premature babies and had made big break throughs in developing the medicine surfactant for the lungs. If they had adequate funds to continue reearch with they maybe able to save another family from the heartbreak they had expirienced.

"Maybe someone else won't have to agonize as well," Camilla chanted as she prepared herself the the number she was going to be in.

The audience roared with appreciation as they sang along with Janice in her return to the stage singing Girls Just Want to Have Fun. The audience barely settled down before Zany and three other penguins took the stage in sunglasses tapping their feet to music as they began to sing.

"I've got my mind set on you
I've got my mind set on you"

Slowly the penguins began a simple coreography number to the music continuing to seing.

"i've got my mind set on you
I've got my mind set on you."

The lead singer cam sliding out his back to the audience as he belted his first
line to the audience.

'But it's gonna take money"

Scooter turned around to the delight of the audience and continued with the penguins dancind behind him.

"A whole lotta spending money
It's gonne take plenty of money
To do it right child
It's gonna take time
A whole lot of precious time
It's gonna take patience and time, ummm
To do it, to do it, to do it, to do it, to do it
To do it right child"

The penguins seemed to loose control as they bounced, flipped, and twirled in time to the music.

"I got my mind set on you
I got my mind set on you
I got my mind set on you
I got my mind set on you
And this time I know it's for real
The feelings that I feel
I know if I put my mind to it
I know that I really can do it
I got my mind set on you
Set on you
I got my mind set on you
Set on you"

Zoot appeared on stage to take the saxaphone solo, Scooter following behind and imitating him.

"But it's gonna take money
A whole lotta spending money
It's gonna take plenty of money
To do it right child
It's gonna take time
A whole lot of precious time
It's gonna take patience and time, ummm
To do it, to do it, to do it, to do it, to do it
To do it right

I got my mind set on you
I got my mind set on you
I got my mind set on you
I got my mind set on you

And this time I know it's for real
The feelings that I feel
I know if I put my mind to it
I know that I really can do it

But it's gonna take money
A whole lotta spending money
It's gonna take plenty of money
To do it right child

It's gonna take time
A whole lot of precious time
It's gonna take patience and time, ummm
To do it, to do it, to do it, to do it, to do it
To do it right

Set on you
Set on you"

As they cleared the stage Camilla took a deep breath and went to her place while Kermit stepped in front of the curtian to the audience.
 

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More will be on the way as soon as possible. I'll talk to you guys later, I've got to get back to work!
 

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That was a great update Melissa. Camilla and Janice are back in the show... Funny lines with Fozzie worrying about the hecklers not being there, and when they finally showed up. Sharpened pencils? Zany? Wonder what Ryan'll think. Janice singing one of Cyndi Lauper's immortal signature songs and Scooter singing one of George Harrison's, great!

You might want to take care with the spelling next time though. That said, another fab installment and of course... More please!
 

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Wonderful update! I can see some time has passed now and I like that they are doing a show for the March of Dimes, that is so appropriate! I also loved your song choice of I've Got My Mind Set On You. One of my faves. Anyway, looking forward to whatever it is Camilla will be performing and hopefully good things to come!
 

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Medicine surfactant? Eh, whatever works for premies! *can actually laugh a tiny bit without feeling horrible for doing so* For me it was 1 mg of Aminophylline dilouted in 25 mg of water, and something of Tuberculin. (although upon further research...apperently tuberculin is used for finding out about TB. ...it's what the needle body says, so I don't know really.)

Dunno how much or how often, but it seemed to work for me. (only reason I know of this, is for some....really strange freaky reason, my mother kept all of my injection needles in an old shoe box of mine.) I took other medicines, but I don't know (and mom dosn't remember) what I took.

Okay...onto the story!!! It's wonderful! And very sweet! And yes, March of Dimes is a wonderful thing to support! Espiecally with what's been happening to them lately. I love how the storys going, more please!!!

PS: Those of you curious how I looked as a widdle baby? Have a lookie! Apperently my mother couldn't get premie diapers, so I was pratically engulfed in them for awhile! XD Also, those are my cannula (I believe. They only went 1/4 inch inside my nasal passages, so I'm not 100% sure those are it...) that are inside of my nose. By this time (I was...I think almost a year old?) I was feeding somewhat normally or my mother didn't leave my feeding tube in all the time.
 
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