yeah...about that...um....I kind of actually do look like this for now...
This "Emma" person who has been tormenting me tried to turn me into a
heartless which she technically succeeded in, but also turned me into a
nobody. So basically, I literally don't have a heart and cannot feel emotions. And she destroyed my heartless, so trying to merge with it is out of the question...so we don't know if there is any way to fix it.