song power
I was never a very emotional person my whole life until i met Sam. Sam was the love of my life.... and the one person to break my heart.
When we first started dating, he had a little suprise for me. We were at his house and he wanted to dance with me to this CD he poped in. The room was dark and only the light of the moon spilling in from the window could be seen. It was as if wanted me to bare my soul to him. Well it must have worked cuz half way through the song i was just in tears. i didn't know why. i still dont really know why now. All i know is that some how that song made me feel that, for the first time, someone understood me. i didnt even understand myself. i felt happy, sad, confused and just a shaking from head to toe. After the song, he held me til we went to sleep. not many words were even spoken.
the song: I Know by Jude from the City of Angels soundtrak (#9 on the CD)
every time i play that song, i cry. only now it tears of heartache.
I recently burned a CD of nothing but gut renching, depressing, tear-jerking songs.
I went from a woman that was numb to the world, to a woman that could cry at the drop of a hat at anything (lol) i guess i got a lot of catching up to do from the lack of emotions as a child.
I'm not sure that I have a song that has helped me through things in my life, in a positve way....
if i think of any ill make another post
