Feeling blue

[Katzi428]

This holiday season will really be tough since my dad passed away. I had thought that my mom ,my sister & I would be going out to eat for Thanksgiving. Surprise on me...my sister might have to work. So we're getting a small turkey breast from the store with the stuff that comes with it.
We're spending Christmas Eve with my best friend & her family(I mentioned this in another thread) But again it'll be tough without my dad being here. I keep reminding myself that if my dad had recovered from his operation ,he wouldn't really be the same since his kidneys shut down . He'd need dialysis .
I miss him SO much!!! There are times when I ask,"Why didn't God take me?"
(I'm not going to do anything stupid so don't worry .I'm just venting)

 

[D'Snowth]

I wish I know what to say to make you feel better, but I think after all you've been through, and all we've said to you along the way, word just aren't good enough anymore. Just hang in there Kath, I know it's hard, but this is all part of the viscious cycle we call "life".

 

[BEAR]

This holiday season will really be tough since my dad passed away. I had thought that my mom ,my sister & I would be going out to eat for Thanksgiving. Surprise on me...my sister might have to work. So we're getting a small turkey breast from the store with the stuff that comes with it.
We're spending Christmas Eve with my best friend & her family(I mentioned this in another thread) But again it'll be tough without my dad being here. I keep reminding myself that if my dad had recovered from his operation ,he wouldn't really be the same since his kidneys shut down . He'd need dialysis .
I miss him SO much!!! There are times when I ask,"Why didn't God take me?"
(I'm not going to do anything stupid so don't worry .I'm just venting)

Oh, Kathy, you have such a wonderful heart. I wish I knew you in person because i think we'd be great friends. I understand how difficult it is for you and even more so now because of the holidays. It is the hardest time. Think of it this way, Christmas is when all the angels come out. You're dad is your own personal angel and his spirit is definitely with you. I know that probably doesn't help at all. I don't really don't know what else to say. There really isn't anything too say. When all else fails there is just one thing that speaks better than words in this situation. (((**HUGS**)))

 

[redBoobergurl]

Hang in there Kathy, I know how hard this must be for you. It is the first holidays without your dad, so it will be hard, but each year will get a little better. That might be cold comfort now, but it will get better each year. HUGS to you.