Mary Louise said:
That is a beautifully inspiring story. And you've raised an important point: drugs prescribed by doctors can be just as addictive and dangerous as ones that are illegal. I've noticed how many commercials about medicines tend to talk mostly about the drug's side effects instead of the condition the drug is intended to treat.
Unfortunately, the side effects take longer to list than the therapeutic benefits. Those companies, if they ignore side effects, will get sued out the wazoo, so they have to mention them ... but commercials are only so long. Ironically, at least in my opinion, they make their products sound worse than they really are. I have to do a lot of studying of pharmaceuticals for my nursing classes, and while nausea/vomiting and such are rather common, some of the side effects mentioned are actually quite rare in comparison ... but they're still required to mention it. I personally use rxlist.com for most of my drug research. Using the professional section rather than the consumer section usually yields more important details.
For instance, on YouTube, I found a commercial for an antidepressant called Cymbalta. The ad said, "Tell your doctor right away if your depression worsens or if you have unusual changes in mood or behavior, or thoughts of suicide. Antidepressants can increase these in children, teens, and young adults."
So you're supposed to take this when you're depressed, and it can make you even sadder and want to kill yourself? What's just as awful is that it makes depression out to be a disease instead of addressing the reason why you're sad, like the loss of a loved one. When I'm feeling down, what I want is the support of friends.
The way my mental health instructor put it, it picks you up just enough to commit suicide. In other words, you were so lethargic from depression, you didn't even have the energy to bother with your preferred method of ending your life ... but the anti-depressant gave you that energy. Stinks, don't it? This is why there's a problem when drugs are pushed without treating the rest of the problem. Drugs + therapy works a lot better than either alone.
Anyway, I'm so glad you're off the pills. I was on Prozac once, for about a year or so. Not only did it make me feel spacey, it wiped out some of my most precious memories. I do not take such pills anymore, I can tell you. I love to write stories and poetry, and the last thing I want is to have my colorful, creative side dulled into gray mush!
Compliance is severely difficult for exactly those reasons. You would think the pharm companies would research ways to fix that. Since there are usually lots of different drug classes meant to treat the same disorder, I suspect they do try to find ways to make things better. However, I'm not hardcore supporting drug companies. Personally and professionally, I think they should only treat biological problems that just simply can't be fixed any other way. The problem with acting like they're all bad, of course, is to deny oneself a possible means of assistance.