I Remember...
I was in junior high and I didn't even know that he had died until the news came on that evening. I remember trying to eat supper, but couldn't...it just tasted bitter. I remember thinking "Why?" over and over again, trying to fathom that Jim was gone.
I guess what's frustrating the most is that I never got to meet him, or at least write to him. (Shrug) I just wanted to say thanks and tell him how much his work meant to me. That's all.
After fifteen years, that's still the same thought I have about Jim Henson...I'm sad he's gone, of course, but what bothers me the most is that I never got to say "thanks".
A lot of us have probably daydreamed about what we could talk to Jim about (if it were possible). There's some of us who'd hop up and down in front of Jim like Wembley Fraggle loaded full of caffeine, wanting to audition as a puppeteer. Some of us would beg for an autograph and ask him "Do Kermit's voice, please???"
If Jim were alive today, and if I had the chance to talk to him (or write him a letter), I wouldn't want to bug him with a lot of questions. Instead, I'd try to make him laugh by telling him funny stuff that's happened to me and my family over the years, whether it was Muppet related or not. My point being is this: Jim Henson has always made me laugh and feel good about myself. I say, why not return the favor? I know there's stuff I could tell him that he'd probably find hilarious.
If it's true that sometimes those who have passed on can still see the world of the living, then I bet Jim got a good laugh out of when my family and I went to see some of the Muppets on exhibit. There I was with a camcorder, zooming in on every little speck of foam and feather in the place, practically leaving eyeball prints on the glass cases to get a better look. As I gawked at everything, hardly blinking for fear I might miss something, I imagined Jim strolling along behind me. He'd be chuckling as this obsessed nut in a Kermit t-shirt let his jaw drop in awe while gazing at an original La Choy Dragon sketch. The commentary on that tape is nice and "coherent", too:
"wha---guh....bu.....DOOZERS! They got Dooz---GASP! Original Brian Froud sketches! Oh...man....ohhhhhh....maaaannnn....WOAH! Dr. Teeth! Dr. Teeth! Zoom button, zoom button, where's the...there we go...Dr. Teeth! WOW! I can't BELIEVE this! Dr. Teeth..."
So, yeah, I'm sad he's gone, too. But I'm just a fan. There's other folks who have posted here (Terry Angus, Karen Prell and Jerry Nelson for example) who
knew Jim Henson, and worked with him and who (to borrow a quote from Bob McGrath) "had a chance to be with him, and to know him and to love him a lot when he was here." I can't even begin to imagine how
they felt when Jim Henson passed away.
If Jim Henson knows how much we miss him, and how much we care about him still, even fifteen years later, he'd be touched. If he can access Muppet Central from his cloud in Heaven, I'm sure he knows. Mr. Henson will always be alive in our hearts...and because of that, he will never truly be gone.
"He can't leave us...and we can't leave him! Maybe I'm not too late after all..."
(takes deep breath)
"Thanks, Jim...thanks for everything."
Convincing John