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I feel more like it's Persephone's year, but in reverse...summer (here, that's pretty much mid-April thru mid-Oct) is awful and depresses me immensely; I feel as though I've gone below ground to await the fair seasons again, and the house certainly feels Plutonian enough -- hot and dark and miserable!
Late October, when the heat finally breaks, I rejoice. I seek out anything fall-related through the summer because it helps me survive. Halloween is my ultimate favorite holiday, so anything reminding me of that is welcome throughout the year. November is kind of a building-anticipation month, enjoying cooler temperatures and shorter days (I'm honestly, truly nocturnal, so less daylight is a wonderful thing in my book -- more time for creative work after sundown!), and December I do usually get caught up in some of the old, childlike Xmas spirit, as long as I stay away from the insane, psychopathic crowds at the mall...
January brings my birthday, and I still associate the first part of the month with chilly nights and lights burning throughout (traditionally, my family would leave the tree and decor up through my birthday, which I still do)...there's something ethereal and lovely about seeing small white lights steadily burning throughout a bitter cold, dark night.
February and March are okay...no real associations there. I sort of like spring and new growth...but it makes me think of the oncoming onslaught of summer, so I feel like I have to brace myself.
Am hoping when I return east this whole schedule will ease, and maybe I'll be able to enjoy all the months again.
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I feel more like it's Persephone's year, but in reverse...summer (here, that's pretty much mid-April thru mid-Oct) is awful and depresses me immensely; I feel as though I've gone below ground to await the fair seasons again, and the house certainly feels Plutonian enough -- hot and dark and miserable!
Late October, when the heat finally breaks, I rejoice. I seek out anything fall-related through the summer because it helps me survive. Halloween is my ultimate favorite holiday, so anything reminding me of that is welcome throughout the year. November is kind of a building-anticipation month, enjoying cooler temperatures and shorter days (I'm honestly, truly nocturnal, so less daylight is a wonderful thing in my book -- more time for creative work after sundown!), and December I do usually get caught up in some of the old, childlike Xmas spirit, as long as I stay away from the insane, psychopathic crowds at the mall...
January brings my birthday, and I still associate the first part of the month with chilly nights and lights burning throughout (traditionally, my family would leave the tree and decor up through my birthday, which I still do)...there's something ethereal and lovely about seeing small white lights steadily burning throughout a bitter cold, dark night.
February and March are okay...no real associations there. I sort of like spring and new growth...but it makes me think of the oncoming onslaught of summer, so I feel like I have to brace myself.
Am hoping when I return east this whole schedule will ease, and maybe I'll be able to enjoy all the months again.
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