Anyway I might have mentioned this before but I rarely used this part of the forum. But what I really enjoy about it is even though it's just us fans connecting to each other online, there's such warmth, caring and understanding and I sort of want to join in or be a part of it a little bit. Anyway there's this personal fear I kind of like to bring up. I mean, I can have a pretty irreverent and even dark sense of humor at times but behind that, I'm very sensitive, sometimes too sensitive. lol And I think one of the many reasons why I took a few years break from going on message forums was misunderstandings due to communication with text and just how people say things. Some people say things in a certain way that might seem like "Oh my God, they're mad at me or I annoyed them, what should I do" and I remember years ago just that feeling that even though it's just the internet, I just want to stop what I'm doing and contact the person and appoligize but sometimes that makes it worse because they would be like "For what? I was just agreeing with you" or something like that. Or even when people say "Oh I don't want to talk about it" I've been in situations where I would feel upset like, I'm a caring person you can trust me...But sometimes I got to remember, It's not about me, don't blame myself, don't worry, it's only the internet. lol I used to be really really bad in terms of appoligizing and bringing up worries about a conflect that's always been solved. I guess the best way to discribe myself which might be confusing to some is according to Myers Briggs / Carl Jung Personality Science. I'm an ENFP. Meaning that I'm very very very very very Talkative. Probably why my posts tend to me long plus I'm a writer. lol, I'm creative, Very very sensitive and think with my feelings mostly and non-judgemental. Anyway sorry, I don't really have much of a point to make about this. Basicly, I worry about people misunderstanding me text or in person. All that stuff. Long story short, I only got one good friend in my life but we've known each other and hung out for over a decade. It's just hard to find people who love wacky sensitive of humor that are Muppet / Cartoon nerds like myself. You know what I mean?