I am really really getting sick of the administration at school. Ok. I need to register for a class at a tech college because even though a certain class is required for my major, it DOESN'T EXIST at my college.
But hey, it can't be that easy because SURPRISE! I need to fill out a permission form to actually take the class. NO ONE told me this despite me constantly saying that I was planning on taking this class at a different college in the summer. Uh...I think this would have been important to know last semester so I would actually have time to turn this stupid thing in because class registration for the tech college has already started.
Every year its something and I'm starting to think they are doing this to me on purpose. Seriously. I know the dean doesn't like me (I was a bit too honest in my paper to be accepted into my major...and she didn't like what I had to say >_>) and I wouldn't be surprised if she was pulling some strings to make it as hard on me as possible.
I am just getting so fed up with the incompetence here. On top of this snafu, one of the classes I'm currently in is not recognized that I am taking it in the system, so that's probably gonna screw me over somehow.
Of course, all these papers and projects that I have don't help with my stress level either. My parents fighting all the time doesn't help. My mom constantly reminding me how much of a failure I am because i got one D...saying how there's no excuse for me to get anything below an A in my classes this semester...
The only shining light to this is that I talked to one of my teachers and basically pleaded with her that my writing skills aren't up to college standards because one, I'm an education major who prefers science, not writing, and two, never took a writing a writing class before this one I am in. So if I royally screw up on this next paper, she said she'd work with me to revise it...
I just want school to be over with so I can finally relax. Oh wait. I have to take a summer class! No relaxation for me! I don't think i can remember a time when I wasn't this stressed. You know how bad it is sometimes? My mom has actually said she's concerned about my stress level and that I should be taking medicine for it, or at least muscle relaxers to relieve the tension in my back...even my doctor says my back problems are from stress and tension. Well, YOU try being all happy and relaxed when your school is driving you insane from their stupidity.
On a side note, the shoulder pain I've been complaining about I don't think is related to stress...