I got a few more words that might help you out.
One thing in life that's important is being true to yourself. If bizarre is beautiful to you, then that's great. And if others think so too, that's great, too. But not everyone might agree. You might even find people that don't like (dare I say it?) Muppets! (Gasp! Say it ain't so!) But if bizarre is beautiful to you, that's what matters.
And you're right, you don't need a boyfriend to be cool (although everybody needs a friend at some point). And the most important person you need to like you is the one looking back at you in the mirror.
Another part of life is growing. Every day, growing physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, to be a little further ahead today than you were yesterday. Learning something new. Making a new friend. Appreciate you have life and with the right attitude, the sky's the limit for you.
You want a bright and bubbly world? Well, maybe the whole planet can't be that way, (maybe it can, who knows?) but at least your little corner in the world can be. It's what's in your heart that can make the difference.
But, not to bring up the dreaded "t" word, but it all comes down to trying. You don't try, you don't grow. Trying can be hard sometimes. And sometimes things happen, but they might take time. Part of life is learning to be patient.
But you can't get away from trying.....
... no matter how hard you try!
Peace from the other side of the pond- Brian