*sit in my room in complete darkness by the window*
*watch the blizzard outside, feeling much colder now*
*think I wouldn't have minded if Vincent, Hubert and Jaz had come, too. I don't mind their company. Well, apart from the little incident with Vincent yesterday. But really, I don't want them to think I never want to see them again. They're my friends after all. I hope they won't be mad at us for leaving on a short notice... I need to make it up to them somehow...*
*hear Johnny; look at him*
I'm not mad at you... It's just I want to enjoy the vacation with just the two of us. Our first vacation as boyfriend and girlfriend. But on the other hand, I feel bad about leaving the others behind... I just don't want them to think Idon't to spend time with them anymore...
*shiver and rub my arms, wishing I would wear more than just my underwear and my dressing gown, which covers everything up*