*sigh* I need a hug

[Katzi428]

It's not because my computer is fouling up.It's just that everything seems to be going wrong lately. I've just felt down in the dumps.As I mentioned in the past,I'm handicapped & if I can't do certain things,I have to rely on others (mainly family) I finally broke down in tears Friday afternoon & explained to my parents why I was so upset. I told them that I hate being a burden. They reassured me that I'm not...but I don't know. When my parents pass on, I'll be living with my sister. (I have two brothers,but I hardly get along with my younger one,and my older one is getting remarried soon to a woman I don't particularly care for & I think the feeling is mutual) As far as my sister goes, I love her to death,but she's 11 1/2 years younger than me & IMHO she shouldn't be saddled with taking care of me. She deserves her own life (& she's a nurse) & I don't want her resenting me. It just wouldn't be fair to her.
So that's my story.
Kathy

 

[Dantecat]

Sorry to hear that. (Here's a hug)

By the way,Do you still love your brothers?

 

[Katzi428]

Sorry to hear that. (Here's a hug)

By the way,Do you still love your brothers?

Yeah...I love them. But I just feel like I'm pushed aside by them due to being handicapped.

 

[JaniceFerSure]

<Mind hug> I know it's not the same Kathy,wish I could help you out some way.<HUGG>

 

[Beauregard]

*enter hug stage right*

Hey, I sorry to hear about your troubles. You gotta remember that they love you too. You feel like they don't want you to be a burden, but, remember they've gotta be feeling some of what you're feeling to and wishing there was a way they could releave you of your burden.

Hope that helped.

Dr Beauregard

 

[Aaron]

**1000 hugs**

 

[DanDanStrawberry]

Hiya babe. I wish there was something I could do to help. All I can do is send lots of mind hugs and etc. So you know [I know this probs won't help] I think you're a fab person you're one of the few people on MC I would openly call my friend.

 

[redBoobergurl]

Hey Kathy, just wanted you to know that I'm always available by e-mail or instant messaging if you want to talk and I'm here for you. Here is a big hug for you *SUPER BIG HUG* (we still need a Grover smilie for hugs). I am thinking good thoughts for you. I know it doesn't make it go away, but I hope it helps.

 

[sarah_yzma]

I'll give you a GREAT BIG HUG (((((((((((((((Kathy))))))))))))))

 

[Katzi428]

Thank you everyone

*GREAT BIG HUGS*
You all are fantastic,and needless to say I needed the hugs. People are worse off than me in this world.I guess I wish I could start my life over. But I know that that's impossible.
Thank you for being here for me.
As I mentioned in my "computer is practically shot" thread, I probably won't be around this upcoming week. Don't worry though. I haven't jumped off the deep end (if you know what I mean) My best friend went thru that with her brother several years ago & she was very devastated. I know that my family would be as well.
So I'll be back in one piece ASAP OK?
Love & all that,
Kathy