My God...
Beau, I just happened to stop by for the first time in months and read this thread. I'm so very sorry. I can't believe the trials you and your family have been through.
You know of my own personal problem right now, and it's why I'm up so early this morning, feeling sorry for myself. I feel so selfish because it was reading this thread that I realized that life goes on outside my own little world.
You're one of the strongest and exceptional person I've never met face to face, and yet I've always felt a strong connection to like so many others on this board. My thoughts are with you, and I know that you'll become an even greater and stronger person because of this.