There is no need to be sorry, b-h-site, my friend. I am simply intrigued that my future self (if I had one) managed to get messages to me, but couldn't tell me about the future (if there is one) and at teh same time annoyed that I can't remeber how I got back from the future, or why I can't remeber it.
Hm. Wonder if my "future self" can also read this post which I am posting now, and as a recult change his (my?) mind and tell me of the future sometime in the past before he (I?) returned home and lost the aspect of my future-past memory.
Or, something...