i just got off the phone with my brother and he sounded great i really miss him. he will more then likly getting out on wensday so i hope to kind of get him and my girlfriend together and work out there problems. i on the other hand think i am in need of some serious cousling. i went back to work i just kept getting realy really mad and i asked my mom before she went to see my brother to come by and i would write him a note. by the time she got there i was in a full rage i was so mad i could not stand it, and the bad part about it is i really dont even why i was so mad. so i storm to the back room and throw a hangger on the floor and it boucese and then breaks aginst the floor which i thought at the time was great. Then i went back out to the store still in a rage and then my mom left. five minets after she left i was so happy and caking jokes and laughing and i was scaring my asst. manager and to be quite honest i was even scaring myself. I know that is not normal for somone to be like that and i cant figure out what is wrong wiith me.
I asked my mother what she thought and she and i aggre i need some cousling. i just hope i can find somone that will be able to help me and if need be some drugs but i dont want to become adicted to them and need them or ill go into fits.
Well thats all i got for now ill let you all know more when i know more i just really need my friedns and loved ones now i just dont know what wrong with me.