To quote Darkwing Duck, "You ever get that creepy deja vu feeing?"
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The Minstrel's Path
Part 23
by Kim McFarland
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It was a frosty winter morning. The Fraggle colony the Minstrels were currently visiting was comfortable enough, as they had blocked the breeziest tunnel mouths and placed fire bowls around the central cavern. That and the heat generated by dozens of Fraggles running about took off the worst of the chill. Still, everyone wore warm clothes. When it was the coldest, most dangerous time of the year, one couldn't be too careful.
Cantus was layered up, a thick sweater under his robe and a cape and scarf over it, mittens, and socks of bootlike thickness. Murray said, "You're out of your mind, boss," but he didn't mean it.
"I will see you soon," Cantus replied. "Enjoy yourselves."
"Yeah, you too."
Cantus left without fanfare. The other Minstrels felt strange about this. They had been traveling together for so long, they almost didn't know what to do with themselves. Cantus had assured them that they would be able to think of something. And, Murray thought, why shouldn't Cantus give them a break from the Minstrel act, and not coincidentally go off by himself for a while? Everyone's entitled to kick back now and again.
The Minstrels looked at each other. After a beat Balsam asked, "What do we do now?"
Murray answered, "I don't know about you, but I'm going fishing."
*
As Cantus walked through the cold, windy tunnels, he felt strangely nostalgic. His home had been far to the north, and he remembered some very bitter winters. This was cold, certainly, and perhaps dangerous for the Fraggles born here. But Cantus was covered by fur where they had bare skin, and in winter he had a little more padding for insulation. The cold was merely uncomfortable to him.
He daydreamed as he walked, recalling old faces, friends and family he had not seen since he and Murray left home uncountable days ago. There were things he had not tasted in that long. The morels that were a staple of their diet up north were unknown here. Some day, he told himself, he was going to go back there.
*
When he neared Fraggle Rock he could sense the excitement in the air, tension barely held in check. They were good and ready for the Festival of the Bells. So was he. After he had joined their celebration last year The World's Oldest Fraggle, who had officiated at the ceremony, had asked him to take over. Cantus had agreed, and had spent days with the Storyteller, learning the lore until he understood the meaning of the festival. Even though the Fraggles themselves knew the Festival by heart, it would not be enough for Cantus merely to mimic the World's Oldest Fraggle's performance.
He saw the light of the Great Hall. At the same time the Fraggles closest to that entrance spotted him, and began singing the Carol of The Promise. He sang with them as he walked to the center of the cavern.
"There's a rhythm, there's a rising,
There's a dream of green that needs to wake.
A password and a promise
That the Earth will never ever break.
It's coming, feel it humming
In the hearts we share with rock and sky,
So raise your voices high!"
The song continued for several rounds, until by general consensus it came to an end. Cantus raised a hand and called, "Hark, Fraggles!"
Wembley raised a hand and called back gleefully, "Hark, Cantus!"
"I am happy to be with you today for the Festival of the Bells, the most wondrous of all Fraggle celebrations."
Red, who was at the moment restraining another Fraggle, said, "The same goes for us too, right, Gobo?"
Gobo answered, "Yeah, sure, but-"
A pile of clothes with Boober in the center said, "I know, Gobo. It's hard to register enthusiasm when you're freezing to death."
Cantus looked around, as if listening to the cold wind blowing through the cave. "Ah, the rock is slowing down. The ceremony must begin."
Gobo broke away from Red. "Excuse me-"
The other Fraggles listened raptly as Cantus continued, "The giant Weeba Beast guarded the bell in the days when the Rock was small-"
Gobo held up a map. "I know, I know, and look, I've got proof-"
Cantus held up a hand, silencing Gobo. "Now that the Rock has grown and layers of stone cover the Great Bell we no longer travel to the heart. At least not on foot. Instead, we remember."
Wembley gleefully interjected, "Oh, remember, I love that part!"
"All Fraggles the rock over ring their bells. All together. All at the same time." He looked around at the Fraggles who were listening eagerly. "Our bells wake the Great Bell. The Great Bell rings, and the Rock keeps moving for another year."
Red burst out, "Oh, isn't it fantastic?!"
Icy wind was ruffling Cantus's hair. "Oh, now it grows colder. Let the festival begin!" he cried.
The Fraggles cheered excitedly. They knew how the festival went; Cantus could watch and enjoy it with the rest of the Fraggles, only occasionally doing a little patter between one part and the next and, of course, leading the singing.
Gobo's voice rose above the others'. "No! Wait!" He asked Cantus point-blank, "Have you ever seen the Great Bell?"
"Not with my eyes," Cantus calmly replied.
"Well, then, how do you know that it really exists?"
Shocked, Red shouted in a whisper, "Gobo, what're you saying?!"
Gobo shushed her. Cantus said, "We see with our eyes. We know with our hearts." He pointed to his eyes, then tapped his chest. "Outside. Inside."
Red snapped, "There, he answered your stupid question!"
Gobo said, "What kind of an answer is that?"
"The kind that follows your question."
Gobo shouted to all the Fraggles in the Great Hall, "Well, I've got a better answer. I'm going to bring you the Great Bell of Fraggle Rock!"
The assembled Fraggles exclaimed in surprise. Cantus asked calmly, "Why do you want to look for something that's so easily found?"
"So I can see it and-and show everybody that it really exists! So this holiday will mean something!" Gobo blustered.
Wembley said, "But, Gobo, it already means something."
Cantus said, "You will find the Great Bell at the heart of the Rock-"
"I know. And that's where I'm headed."
Red exclaimed, "But, Gobo, what about the festival? What if you're not back in time?"
"We'd have to ring the bells without you," Wembley said, appalled at the idea.
"It's either that or freeze," Boober quavered.
"Don't worry, I'll be back in time. So wait, wait until I bring you the bell."
Red said, "But you could take forever!"
"The heart of the Rock may be farther away than you think. Then again, it may be closer."
"Well, I've got my maps! I know exactly where I'm going! So, so promise, promise you'll wait!"
Red began, "Not on your-"
Wembley answered, "We promise, Gobo!"
"Okay, now, don't worry, I'll be back in time. I promise!" Map in hand, Gobo left the Great Hall.
Everyone stared, aghast, after the Fraggle who had brought the Festival of the Bells to a grinding halt. This was shocking! This was unbelievable!
This, Cantus thought, was getting very interesting.
*
An hour later, the Fraggles in the great Hall were huddling around the fires and shivering. They had not had the heart to continue the Festival of the Bells, and without their usual energy expenditure, the chill was seeping into their bodies.
Boober said, "Am I mistaken, or is it getting colder in here?"
Mokey said, "Ooh, it always gets colder as the Rock slows down."
Red said, "Wembley, how could you have promised Gobo we'd wait for him?"
"Well, he promised to bring us the Great Bell of Fraggle Rock."
"Oh, fantastic. So why couldn't he have gone on his heroic search days ago, on his own time?"
Cantus stepped close, startling Red. "We do the things we have to do when we have to do them. Not sooner, not later."
Boober said, "Well, I think we're going to have to ring the bells a little bit on the sooner side."
"Gee, I wonder what it's like being frozen forever," Mokey mused.
Boober replied, "I wonder what it's like to be able to feel your hands and feet." To the others he said, "I think we should put on the Weeba Beast costume now."
"For luck?" Mokey asked.
"No, for warmth."
Red exclaimed, "Well, I think we should go get Gobo and drag him back here! I'm gonna go find him."
Cantus raised a hand to stop her. "No one must leave. The tunnels are too cold now. You'll freeze."
Upset, Wembley said, "B-b-but what about Gobo? He didn't even take his mittens!"
Cantus said, "I will find Gobo. You will wait here. We do not have much time and we must use all of it."
Boober stammered, "B-but what if the, what if the Rock stops while you're gone?"
"There will be motion in the stillness as there is music in the silence."
Cantus left the Great Hall. He heard some of the consternation behind himself. They would be all right a while longer. They were still fighting the cold. As long as they were determined to live, they would.
*
Cantus was able to follow Gobo; he had left clear footprints—and occasional skid marks—in the frost on the cave floor. Cantus was impressed. He mused, "I'm surprised he got this far. He may be as determined as he is wrong. I admire that." He looked around, then at his hands. "It grows colder. I should have brought my mittens." He folded his hands under his arms.
*
The wind blew harder and harder through the deep tunnels, trying to leach the warmth from Cantus's body. He could survive this, he knew. He wouldn't enjoy it, but he was in no real danger as long as he ignored the discomfort. Gobo, on the other hand—Cantus hoped that his resolve would be enough to keep him moving. If he gave in and stopped…
He heard a voice in the distance, and a metallic clinking. Gobo's voice. And metal? What would metal be doing in these deep caves? Cantus hurried toward the sounds.
He found Gobo looking back down the tunnel at a scrap of paper the wind had torn from his hands. "Oh, no! There goes my map! Oh, now I'll never find the way!" He clung miserably to an ice stalagmite, trying to stay on his feet.
Cantus walked toward him. Confused, Gobo shouted, "What're you?! Say something!"
"Listen."
"Oh, it's Cantus. What're you doing here?"
"Listen!" Cantus repeated.
"Listen to what?! All I can hear are my t-teeth chattering!"
"You should have brought your mittens."
"Oh, now ya tell me."
"Listen!"
Then Gobo heard the sound of metal clanking against rock. "The bell! I knew I could find it!" He let go of the ice stalagmite and forced himself to go forward, past Cantus, toward the sound. Cantus turned and watched him walk to a metal hoop attached to a door in the cave rock. "This is it! The cave of the Great Bell! Right where the map said."
"You have reached your goal. Now let's go back. Your friends are waiting," Cantus urged.
"They're waiting to see the Great Bell, and I'm gonna bring it to 'em!"
"You don't need to bring it to them. They already have it."
Grasping the hoop, Gobo said, "Aren't you going to help me?"
"I just did."
Gobo pulled with all this strength. The rock slab began to shift. "It's coming free!" Gobo shouted. He dodged out of the way as it fell outward with a billowing cloud of rock dust. Cantus watched as Gobo hurried into the cave beyond and looked around. "What? What?" Gobo stepped out and shouted, distraught, "The cave is—is empty! There, there is no bell! It's all a lie!"
Cantus put a hand on Gobo's back and began leading him back the way he had come.
*
Gobo looked close to despair. Cantus's heart ached for him. Gobo could not be content to believe what others told him; he had to find things out for himself. He had sought literal truth here it was not to be found, and he now believed that there was no truth. He had learned nothing yet. He must not give up now. Cantus gazed at the orange Fraggle, who looked so small and sad, and remembered the time when he had tried to tell others of his own message, and been ignored. It was a terrible feeling. He could not have endured for long had he been alone, and he would see to it that Gobo did not give up either. He must keep questioning, keep seeking the truths that nobody suspected. Gobo had the bright spark he had been looking for, Cantus realized. This young Fraggle might be the one.
When Gobo spoke, Cantus was glad to hear the anger in his voice. Anger would keep him going until reason set in. "There is no Great Bell. What'm I going to tell the others?" He folded his arms around himself and shivered. "Oh, Cantus, all of a sudden it seems so, so cold."
"What seems, is," Cantus replied. "It is the time. The rock stands still."
"Aw, that isn't true! That's just a story," Gobo said sullenly.
Cantus stopped and looked back at Gobo. "So you say," he said softly. He stopped Gobo with an outstretched hand, the gestured at the Great Hall, which was right before them. "Behold."
Gobo rushed forward. His voice echoed in the silence and stillness as he shouted, "Hey! Everybody! I've been to the cave of the Great Bell and there's no-" He stopped, and stared in horror. "Oh, no!"
Cantus walked slowly forward as Gobo rushed over to the still forms of his friends. "Boober! Mokey! Oh, oh, Red! I didn't mean to—oh, no, Wembley." He gazed sadly at his closest friend, now stiff and unconscious. "Oh, poor Wembley." He demanded of Cantus, "How did this happen?"
"You tell me," Cantus answered.
Gobo shook his head. "We didn't get back in time. We didn't have our, our festival. Aw, but what difference does that make? There is no Great Bell!"
"Are you sure?" Cantus asked.
"Well, I followed the map. You were with me. I've been to the center of the Rock." Gobo's voice cracked.
"But have you been to the heart of the Rock?"
"Huh? I don't understand."
Judging that Gobo was finally ready to learn, Cantus laid a gentle hand on his back. "Listen, and hear what I say for a change. Last year there was no Great Bell in that cave of yours and the Rock did not stop, did it?"
Unwillingly Gobo said, "No, but-"
"Last year the cold came, and it went away just as it always has. What is different this year?"
Looking at the ground, Gobo said, "Nothing, except…" He looked up. "We didn't ring our bells!' He picked up a bell that had fallen to the floor and rang it. "Aw, but what good does ringing bells do? There's no Great Bell at the center of the Rock!"
Cantus explained, "But there is a Great Bell at the heart of the Rock."
Gobo saw Wembley twitch. He hurried over. "Wembley? Wembley! He's moving! It's working!" He rang his bell again. Red, Boober, and Mokey began to stir as well. "The Great Bell is at the heart of the Rock! I went to the center, not the heart of the Rock!" Excitedly he exclaimed, "The heart is—is here! Here!" He rang the bell hard. "Wembley! Wembley! Ring your bell!" He put the bell in Wembley's hand. The stiff fingers curled around the handle, and Wembley swayed his arm, slowly at first. Bells clinked as Boober, Red, and Mokey, who were also recovering, picked them up. Mokey, quickest to bounce back, exclaimed, "Oh, yes!"
As Wembley softly rang his bell Gobo said, "The Great Bell is my bell. It's Wembley's bell! Our bells keep the Rock moving! It's our music that keeps the Rock alive!"
Cantus nodded. Gobo had learned what Cantus had known all along: that their belief was the reality of the Festival of the Bells. Faith was what they needed to stay alive in the harshest times. If he had told Gobo this at the beginning, Gobo would not have believed him. Because he had discovered it for himself, he would take it to heart, and be stronger for it.
All the Fraggles who had succumbed were now waking up, revived by the ringing of the bells, and were picking up their own bells. Soon they were ringing them loudly and shouting and laughing their joy of
living and defiance of the cold.
Happily Wembley said, "Oh, it's good to have ya back, Gobo!"
Gobo answered, "Aw, it's good to be with you, Wembley, at the heart of the Rock!"
Cantus pointed upward and said to them, "Listen."
Wembley and Gobo listened. In the ringing of the bells, just at the edge of their hearing, they thought they could hear a softer, deeper sound, like the beating of a heart. The Heart of the Rock.
*
Soon the Fraggles were back to their old selves. Gobo understood now; they kept each other alive with their music and their bells and, simply, each other. He hadn't needed to look for some ancient thing hidden away in a cave. He could see and hear and touch what was real: his fellow Fraggles, and the joy he shared with them.
He went over to the Minstrel, "Cantus, uh, I don't know how to say this, but, uh, thanks."
"You are welcome," Cantus replied with a smile.
"I feel bad about messing up the Festival of the Bells. Everyone was looking forward to it. I mean, it's not the same without the Weeba Beast and everything. Do you think we can…?"
"Give it another try?"
"Yeah."
"What do you think?"
Gobo looked around. Fraggles were running around and ringing the bells and having fun…but they did that every day, and The Festival of The Bells was special. He turned back to Cantus and said, "Yeah."
"Then…" Cantus began to sing the opening carol.
"There's a rhythm, there's a rising,
There's a dream of green that needs to wake."
Other Fraggles joined in, excited that the Festival was going to begin for real this time.
"A password and a promise
That the Earth will never ever break.
It's coming, feel it humming
In the hearts we share with rock and sky,
So raise your voices high."
They began singing in polyphony.
"There's a rhythm, there's a rising,
Deep beneath the snow
There's a dream of green that needs to wake.
A password and a promise
Seeds begin to grow
That the Earth will never ever break.
It's coming, feel it humming
Sun shines through the rain
In the hearts we share with rock and sky,
We will live again!
So raise your voices high!"
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Fraggle Rock, the song There's A Promise, The Bells of Fraggle Rock (heavily excerpted here), and all characters are copyright © The Jim Henson Company and are used without permission but with much respect and affection. The overall story is copyright © Kim McFarland (negaduck9@aol.com). Permission is given by the author to copy it for personal use only.