i am a baptist, i think. i have had a hard spititual life, and now im confused hurt and mad all at once. i just dont understand so much about people and God.
I use to as a teen preach to people i know my heart was right but when i look back i know my message was full hate and jugment on people who i thought where not doing what i thought they should. i slowly stated to fall and do things i knew where wrong and stuff i even preached aginst strongly. I have become angry and i dont trust chuches at all. i dont know what to do i want to trust church but i dont want to get hurt agine and i sure dont want to let down God agin.