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Chapter Four
Nancy was watching something on the TV, when she heard the phone rang. Her thoughts drifted away from the show, as she walked down the hall.
'I wonder who would be calling me? Maybe it's one of the kids...' She picked up the phone gently.
"Hello? This is Nancy, and who might this be?"
"Um...hello Nancy. How are you doing lately? It's, me, Sadie Grosse."
"Oh, Sadie. A pleasure to talk to you, after all this time. How are you doing, sweetheart?"
"I'm...fine. I guess." Sadie looked down at her desk. Her laptop was almost the only light filling that small room of her's. It felt like the world didn't exist to her outside that area.
"You sound worried. What's the matter?"
Sadie was quiet for a moment, she smiled inside. Despite she had saddled this woman with her twins...she still regarded her with graciousness. She felt she didnt' deserve it from such a nice, strong-willed lady.
'It's the kids. Do you have any idea how they're doing? Jerry won't tell me a blessed thing about them just yet."
"I see. I've not talked to them in sometime. ...I never got the chance to tell you their names, have I?"
Sadie laughed softly. "I never wanted to bother you with it. Plus....I'm not sure if I should know. They took them away from me you know..."
"Dear. It was only because you were so young...it was to protect them."
Sadie's breath stopped dead cold. Her thoughts raced feverishly. She took off her thick black glasses, and rubbed her forehead momentarily. She had to try very hard, not to yell into the phone.
"Protect them? From what? I'm their mother!! I....I made a mistake. We both know that. And I paid for it for giving them up..."
"You did not make a mistake, Sadie."
"...What do you call getting pregnant with twins when you're only sixteen years old!?! Having a kid, when you're almost a kid yourself!!!"
By this time, she was yelling. She couldn't stop herself, the flood gates had opened in her heart, and her mouth was saying what her heart felt. Her mind was shut down from all rational thought at that time.
"I NEARLY LOST MY SON!! Then...THEN I HAD TO GIVE THEM....oh, god, Nancy....WHY? Why did they take them away from me!?!? And why dosn't Jerry tell me anything!? WHY!?"
Nancy was silent, listening to Sadie rant about her children. She knew the heartache she had, she too had lost a child, but...she knew where her child was, and that is why she didn't yell back at her. She nodded her head, still quiet.
Sadie exhaled, gathering her thoughts once more.
"...why won't you say anything...?"
"Maybe we should see each other, Sadie. I could clear up so many things, but I'd rather speak to you in person, dear."
"Sure, Nancy. ...but like I had asked...before I just blew up like that...do you know how they are?"
Nancy thought for a moment, then she smiled. Sadie could almost hear that smile in her voice. "Your son is doing fine, and your little girl, she's away at some competition, she calls regularly here. But...the little boy, he's not called in quite sometime. But I know he's safe, Sadie."
"Please, tell me their names."
"I hate to say this, but not just yet. I'll come to your office in a day or so. I'll bring photoalbums and other things, okay?"
Sadie nodded, feeling a slight warmth in her chest. She was getting happy, she felt hope again.
"Sure, Nancy. I'll still be here. Bring all you can. We'll talk then, I take it?"
"Yes. We'll talk then, Sadie. It'll be great to see you once more."
"Alright. See you in a couple of days, then Nancy."
Nancy said her goodbyes, hanging up the phone. She walked up to attic, and pulled down a small box, labeled 'Scooter & Skeeter', she shifted the boxes around. That was the last box still up there, with memories still inside. She looked inside, to make sure everything was there.
"Good. I'm glad that they'll be happy again."
She stepped down the small ladder slowly, the box underneath her arm. She took one last look in that dusty, old attic. The other's were gone.
"Kermit's went to his mother at the swamp....Fozzie's mother has his as well. Hortense has Piggy's. Bunsen and Beaker got theirs awhile back."
She continues walking down the hall, talking softly to herself, remembering those times. When they had come back to claim their old baby belongings. She stopped in front of the old nursery, and she smiled.
"Rowlf sent his box to his brother. I hope his mother got it safely. The band came and got Animals for him. He probably ate what little was left in there." She chuckled, remembering Animal's appetite.
"Suprised there was anything left." She touched Kermit's old rocking horse, and she sighed. She walked over and closed the top to Rowlf's piano. "I should send that to Rowlf. He'd like to see it again."
"And finally...Scooter and Skeeter..." She held the small box in front of her. She sat in the old stuffed chair once more, she gently lifted out Scooter's small computer.
She idly tapped a few keys, and the screen came on. "Oh? What's this..." There was actually words on the screen. She was somewhat suprised at that, she didn't know he knew how to type just yet, when she had given him that old thing.
"What does this say? Oh...my..."
'Dear Mommy,
I miss you. Please, come see me and sis. Where are you?
Nanny says you're working.
I wish you'd come see us. We miss you.
My glasses broke to other day. Skeeter stomped them.
Shes mean sometimes. She teases me. She still loves me, but I am her bro. So, she fights me lots.
We really miss you mommy. Please come back.
Luv, Scooter.
Nancy's had tears in her eyes, after she read it. "Even then...he missed her. Jerry had told me, they wouldn't remember her...."
She closed the laptop, then she glanced at Skeeter's gym mat, and their shoes. She saw Scooters old striped shirt, and Skeeters green one.
Closing her eyes, a few tears slid down her cheeks. She felt horrible for what she did. It tore her heart apart.
"I could have brought them to her....no one would have known...." She whispered to the empty room, tears choking her old voice.
The only response was the old baby mobile, which was turning slowly above the vacant crib...
Nancy was watching something on the TV, when she heard the phone rang. Her thoughts drifted away from the show, as she walked down the hall.
'I wonder who would be calling me? Maybe it's one of the kids...' She picked up the phone gently.
"Hello? This is Nancy, and who might this be?"
"Um...hello Nancy. How are you doing lately? It's, me, Sadie Grosse."
"Oh, Sadie. A pleasure to talk to you, after all this time. How are you doing, sweetheart?"
"I'm...fine. I guess." Sadie looked down at her desk. Her laptop was almost the only light filling that small room of her's. It felt like the world didn't exist to her outside that area.
"You sound worried. What's the matter?"
Sadie was quiet for a moment, she smiled inside. Despite she had saddled this woman with her twins...she still regarded her with graciousness. She felt she didnt' deserve it from such a nice, strong-willed lady.
'It's the kids. Do you have any idea how they're doing? Jerry won't tell me a blessed thing about them just yet."
"I see. I've not talked to them in sometime. ...I never got the chance to tell you their names, have I?"
Sadie laughed softly. "I never wanted to bother you with it. Plus....I'm not sure if I should know. They took them away from me you know..."
"Dear. It was only because you were so young...it was to protect them."
Sadie's breath stopped dead cold. Her thoughts raced feverishly. She took off her thick black glasses, and rubbed her forehead momentarily. She had to try very hard, not to yell into the phone.
"Protect them? From what? I'm their mother!! I....I made a mistake. We both know that. And I paid for it for giving them up..."
"You did not make a mistake, Sadie."
"...What do you call getting pregnant with twins when you're only sixteen years old!?! Having a kid, when you're almost a kid yourself!!!"
By this time, she was yelling. She couldn't stop herself, the flood gates had opened in her heart, and her mouth was saying what her heart felt. Her mind was shut down from all rational thought at that time.
"I NEARLY LOST MY SON!! Then...THEN I HAD TO GIVE THEM....oh, god, Nancy....WHY? Why did they take them away from me!?!? And why dosn't Jerry tell me anything!? WHY!?"
Nancy was silent, listening to Sadie rant about her children. She knew the heartache she had, she too had lost a child, but...she knew where her child was, and that is why she didn't yell back at her. She nodded her head, still quiet.
Sadie exhaled, gathering her thoughts once more.
"...why won't you say anything...?"
"Maybe we should see each other, Sadie. I could clear up so many things, but I'd rather speak to you in person, dear."
"Sure, Nancy. ...but like I had asked...before I just blew up like that...do you know how they are?"
Nancy thought for a moment, then she smiled. Sadie could almost hear that smile in her voice. "Your son is doing fine, and your little girl, she's away at some competition, she calls regularly here. But...the little boy, he's not called in quite sometime. But I know he's safe, Sadie."
"Please, tell me their names."
"I hate to say this, but not just yet. I'll come to your office in a day or so. I'll bring photoalbums and other things, okay?"
Sadie nodded, feeling a slight warmth in her chest. She was getting happy, she felt hope again.
"Sure, Nancy. I'll still be here. Bring all you can. We'll talk then, I take it?"
"Yes. We'll talk then, Sadie. It'll be great to see you once more."
"Alright. See you in a couple of days, then Nancy."
Nancy said her goodbyes, hanging up the phone. She walked up to attic, and pulled down a small box, labeled 'Scooter & Skeeter', she shifted the boxes around. That was the last box still up there, with memories still inside. She looked inside, to make sure everything was there.
"Good. I'm glad that they'll be happy again."
She stepped down the small ladder slowly, the box underneath her arm. She took one last look in that dusty, old attic. The other's were gone.
"Kermit's went to his mother at the swamp....Fozzie's mother has his as well. Hortense has Piggy's. Bunsen and Beaker got theirs awhile back."
She continues walking down the hall, talking softly to herself, remembering those times. When they had come back to claim their old baby belongings. She stopped in front of the old nursery, and she smiled.
"Rowlf sent his box to his brother. I hope his mother got it safely. The band came and got Animals for him. He probably ate what little was left in there." She chuckled, remembering Animal's appetite.
"Suprised there was anything left." She touched Kermit's old rocking horse, and she sighed. She walked over and closed the top to Rowlf's piano. "I should send that to Rowlf. He'd like to see it again."
"And finally...Scooter and Skeeter..." She held the small box in front of her. She sat in the old stuffed chair once more, she gently lifted out Scooter's small computer.
She idly tapped a few keys, and the screen came on. "Oh? What's this..." There was actually words on the screen. She was somewhat suprised at that, she didn't know he knew how to type just yet, when she had given him that old thing.
"What does this say? Oh...my..."
'Dear Mommy,
I miss you. Please, come see me and sis. Where are you?
Nanny says you're working.
I wish you'd come see us. We miss you.
My glasses broke to other day. Skeeter stomped them.
Shes mean sometimes. She teases me. She still loves me, but I am her bro. So, she fights me lots.
We really miss you mommy. Please come back.
Luv, Scooter.
Nancy's had tears in her eyes, after she read it. "Even then...he missed her. Jerry had told me, they wouldn't remember her...."
She closed the laptop, then she glanced at Skeeter's gym mat, and their shoes. She saw Scooters old striped shirt, and Skeeters green one.
Closing her eyes, a few tears slid down her cheeks. She felt horrible for what she did. It tore her heart apart.
"I could have brought them to her....no one would have known...." She whispered to the empty room, tears choking her old voice.
The only response was the old baby mobile, which was turning slowly above the vacant crib...