Dealing with depression and anxiety

[LittleJerry92]

Okay, so serious weed-related post, but I've actually been vaping alot lately because I've just been dealing with alot of really bad stress and anxiety and just feel a little stuck and frustrated with my life.

Nothing serious, just kind of an "I'm not sure what to do" kind of situation. Private message me if you want to know what's up.

(I'm kind of a similar situation like @D'Snowth to put it simple with his puppet career).

 

[Old Thunder]

Instead of killing your lungs, how about you run a marathon?

Spoiler

Oh wait, you'd run out of breath...

 

[LittleJerry92]

Okay, just one quick PSA.

For anyone who actually is concerned about my health (not including Thunder), I use a water-based vaporizer and nothing smoke related. It's better for the lungs than smoke. My dad also has to use the same vape I have (pax 3) for his insomnia every night.

PSA over.

Anyway, I actually can't run unfortunately. I've been losing weight but still am not in the best shape to run.

I do however do powerwalks and runs on the rolling machine to help as well, though.

 

[Any Del]

I mean.....hey it's your life.

 

[LittleJerry92]

You're not wrong.

I'm at least just thankful my dad let's me use his stuff even if it is just for medical purposes, cause right now I pretty much can't buy some more stuff (I mean, I could, I just choose not to cause this year I'm planning on just going to alot of events and whatnot).

 

[Any Del]

You're lucky to have a father like that.

 

[LittleJerry92]

I am very thankful, indeed.

Honestly though once I just manage to get my current situation under control, I can at least just start doing it in moderation again (which I prefer). But right now, I just want to get through with life.

 

[Any Del]

I hear you.

 

[Any Del]

For the past 19 years I've been suffering from depression and anxiety. Most of the times I often ask myself why do I exist? I hate my life. Why was I put in this world? And for what reason? To pick up the pieces for what the previous generation has lost? To be someone's punching bag? Today was just icing on the cake. To torment someone on a daily basis to the point they want to inflict self harm or to do harm on that person? To merely be an emotionless tool? I'm just so done with life...

 

[Old Thunder]

I feel ya.