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When Sarah settles down and gets married -- to a patient, family-man in a business suit -- time passes and she finds herself growing ever more frustrated with her comfortable life, while struggling with the unfairness of her brother being taken away from her by the War. Meanwhile, a civil war has broken loose in the Labyrinth and floatsom and jetsom seem to seep through into Sarah's real-world life...and Jarrith is nowhere to be found.
Warning: There is no garentee that I will finish this story, as I have started it on a whim, so please don't be upset if I start it and don't finish...I just have to get these thoughts and things out of my brain. -- Matt
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Prologue: Bride of Life
There was no owl at her wedding. No flutter of wings. No beak beating against the closed church doors, or stained glass windows. No white feathers found on windowsills or on gravestones. He had gone, long ago, and she'd never seen him again.
But that was past, all of it, and right now she turned toward her future and smiled, her eyes beyond the filmy white veil reflecting the gold glitter in her hair and heart. The man stood at the alter beside her was smart, intelligent, and everything she'd never wanted in a man...and yet everything she wanted right now, in her life. A security. A rock and anchor. Someone to love who would love her back. He smiled and Sarah returned her eyes to the minister before them.
"And so, by the powers invested in me..."
They were man and wife. He was hers. She was his. They could grow old together and never look back to the past.
Sarah eyes closed lightly as his fingers pulled the veil back from her face. She touched the edge of his jacket as his lips closed on hers and heard, "You may now kiss the bride."
She opened her eyes and kissed him back.
Chapter One: Bride of Anger
"Sarah, did you make their packlunch or not?"
It was a Sunday, late afternoon. The kids, and their father, were obviously packing bags for tomorrow's school day. They'd finished all their homework Friday night, of course, with coaxing and assistence from their dad. Now they were setting out their clothes for the morning so they wouldn't be late for the bus.
"In the kitchen!" Sarah ground her teeth together and stared angrily at the computer document in front of her. Could they really not leave her alone for one minute. Just one! Or a week. "I'm writing! I already did it. Just find it."
Couldn't he make their sandwiches?
"I don't see them..."
"Grrrrr!" She blew her hair out of her eyes and stood up from cross-legged on the living room floor. "For goodness sake! On the side, by the toaster! For goodness sake."
She was an advice columnist. She had better things to do with her time than preparing food. People needed her. They wrote in asking her adivce. They wanted her opinions. She needed time to figure out the answers. "I'm writing," she said again, bitterly as she pushed open the kitchen door where her husband, Graham Ryans, and the children were stood holding a square cake froasted with white icing edged with red roses and topped with the words, "Happy Birthday Mom."
Sarah stopped and stared. "What is this...Honey..."
"It's your birthday, Sarah," Graham told her, stepping around the children to press his lips against her hot forehead. "You like to forget things like that, but you can't forever, so Happy Birthday."
Sarah sighed and smiled and tried to brighten her tired eyes and the scowl that dared to dance over her face. "Thank you." She bit her lip. "I'm sorry...I've just been so busy...and stressed..."
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The dreams were getting worse. She was running, but they were after her. She couldn't get to the centre of her dream, and the walls were closing, and then she'd trip and fall and the floor would become the walls and she'd grab on, but too late, and she'd be slipping, sliding down the walls, trying to scrabble to get a grip, and then she'd land and they'd all be there...except him. And she'd wake up.
*****
She woke up. The handle of the black walking-stick jabbed her in the back. "Uuh!" She kicked her feet, twisted in the quilts and struggled out of her side of the bed.
"Grey! What is this?"
Graham turned over, his sleep-eyes waking slowly. "What time is--"
Sarah snatched the round-tipped walking cane off the sheets, marched across the room and tossed it into a cabinet filled with seemily random items of bric-a-brac -- a pipe, a rock, a small sadle, a plastic bracelet and a red striped-red hat. "How do these things get in our bed? What, do the kids play in here?"
Graham was trying to sit up, pulling the covers back over his muscled stomach and chest. He ran his hand through his short-cut black hair. "I'm sorry you're upset," he told her. "We'll talk about it. Not now though." He lay back down, and Sarah rolled her eyes and left the room.
"It's not fair," she muttered, more to herself than the bedroom door that slammed behind her. "Nothing's fair anymore!"
To be continued...(Hopefully!)
Warning: There is no garentee that I will finish this story, as I have started it on a whim, so please don't be upset if I start it and don't finish...I just have to get these thoughts and things out of my brain. -- Matt
*****
Prologue: Bride of Life
There was no owl at her wedding. No flutter of wings. No beak beating against the closed church doors, or stained glass windows. No white feathers found on windowsills or on gravestones. He had gone, long ago, and she'd never seen him again.
But that was past, all of it, and right now she turned toward her future and smiled, her eyes beyond the filmy white veil reflecting the gold glitter in her hair and heart. The man stood at the alter beside her was smart, intelligent, and everything she'd never wanted in a man...and yet everything she wanted right now, in her life. A security. A rock and anchor. Someone to love who would love her back. He smiled and Sarah returned her eyes to the minister before them.
"And so, by the powers invested in me..."
They were man and wife. He was hers. She was his. They could grow old together and never look back to the past.
Sarah eyes closed lightly as his fingers pulled the veil back from her face. She touched the edge of his jacket as his lips closed on hers and heard, "You may now kiss the bride."
She opened her eyes and kissed him back.
Chapter One: Bride of Anger
"Sarah, did you make their packlunch or not?"
It was a Sunday, late afternoon. The kids, and their father, were obviously packing bags for tomorrow's school day. They'd finished all their homework Friday night, of course, with coaxing and assistence from their dad. Now they were setting out their clothes for the morning so they wouldn't be late for the bus.
"In the kitchen!" Sarah ground her teeth together and stared angrily at the computer document in front of her. Could they really not leave her alone for one minute. Just one! Or a week. "I'm writing! I already did it. Just find it."
Couldn't he make their sandwiches?
"I don't see them..."
"Grrrrr!" She blew her hair out of her eyes and stood up from cross-legged on the living room floor. "For goodness sake! On the side, by the toaster! For goodness sake."
She was an advice columnist. She had better things to do with her time than preparing food. People needed her. They wrote in asking her adivce. They wanted her opinions. She needed time to figure out the answers. "I'm writing," she said again, bitterly as she pushed open the kitchen door where her husband, Graham Ryans, and the children were stood holding a square cake froasted with white icing edged with red roses and topped with the words, "Happy Birthday Mom."
Sarah stopped and stared. "What is this...Honey..."
"It's your birthday, Sarah," Graham told her, stepping around the children to press his lips against her hot forehead. "You like to forget things like that, but you can't forever, so Happy Birthday."
Sarah sighed and smiled and tried to brighten her tired eyes and the scowl that dared to dance over her face. "Thank you." She bit her lip. "I'm sorry...I've just been so busy...and stressed..."
*****
The dreams were getting worse. She was running, but they were after her. She couldn't get to the centre of her dream, and the walls were closing, and then she'd trip and fall and the floor would become the walls and she'd grab on, but too late, and she'd be slipping, sliding down the walls, trying to scrabble to get a grip, and then she'd land and they'd all be there...except him. And she'd wake up.
*****
She woke up. The handle of the black walking-stick jabbed her in the back. "Uuh!" She kicked her feet, twisted in the quilts and struggled out of her side of the bed.
"Grey! What is this?"
Graham turned over, his sleep-eyes waking slowly. "What time is--"
Sarah snatched the round-tipped walking cane off the sheets, marched across the room and tossed it into a cabinet filled with seemily random items of bric-a-brac -- a pipe, a rock, a small sadle, a plastic bracelet and a red striped-red hat. "How do these things get in our bed? What, do the kids play in here?"
Graham was trying to sit up, pulling the covers back over his muscled stomach and chest. He ran his hand through his short-cut black hair. "I'm sorry you're upset," he told her. "We'll talk about it. Not now though." He lay back down, and Sarah rolled her eyes and left the room.
"It's not fair," she muttered, more to herself than the bedroom door that slammed behind her. "Nothing's fair anymore!"
To be continued...(Hopefully!)