Here is Part 6 ~ I think you will know where I'm finally going with the story...
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“No, not like that!” Kermit yelled as he threw down his set of scripting sheets and music notes.
Piggy turned to face him, her face in a frown. “What was wrong with the way I was doing it?”
“You were overdoing it, that’s what.” He placed his hands on his hips and barked at her. “This is supposed to be a happy song, but you’ve taken it and made it sappy!”
“Sappy? Just where did you see sappy?”
He turned away from her and started to pick up his sheets. “I knew this was a bad idea.”
She felt insulted that he was acting this way. There was nothing wrong with the way she was singing it. Just because she wanted to add a touch of romance to it, he was acting as if she was falling all over him again. “Then why did you suggest it?”
He tried to keep his anger down, and keep his voice calm. “Because I thought you could act like a professional and do it right.”
“I was doing it right!”
“You were not!”
“I was too!”
“Says who?”
Kermit crumpled up the papers he was holding as his hands were forced into fists to keep him from exploding. “Says me, that’s who.”
She stepped up right into his face. “You just don’t know a good scene when you see one.”
“I certainly do. And what I just witnessed wouldn’t even be good enough for Public TV, let alone our show!” He gave up on keeping his control, she was down right being obstinate. “Maybe you should go work for PBS, I hear Barney and Sesame Street need help!”
Her eyes grew wide as she grew even angrier. How dare he suggest that she work with that overgrown purple dinosaur! Or Sesame Street? Sure she had friends there, but to be put on that show? She was better than that!
“You know what your problem is?” She asked him through clenched teeth. “Your problem is that you can’t make up your mind what you want. You say one thing and do another. You ask me to come back and then you downright ignore me.” She was on a roll now and she kept right on going, not even noticing she was backing him into the nearest wall until she ran out of room to walk.
“You tell me one night that you care about me, then you do everything possible to show me that you could care less. You wanted your show to be a hit, and it is. I do my best to keep my part of the bargain and what do I get for it? Yelled at.” She stuck her face down into his and said very slowly. “I don’t need this kind of treatment, Kermit. I don’t know what your problem is, but you have a new one to face now.”
He gulped and realized that he had pushed her too far. He could see her angrier than she had ever been before. Real anger.
Before he could say anything she backed away from him and threw the script papers into his face. “I quit.”
“You can’t quit!” He yelled at her retreating back.
“I just did!” She said and stormed out the door, slamming it so hard that the walls rattled.
He stood, staring at the door in shock. What was he doing? Insulting her talent? Telling her she was no good? Telling her she belonged with Barney??
What had come over him? He closed his eyes and he could see her again, all dressed up for a date that was not with him. He felt his anger again at the image. He forced it from his mind and left the ruined papers on the set as he opened the door.
She had quit. Just like that she had quit. He was without one of his best stars just because he couldn’t control his temper. It was their first skit together and he had blown it.
Was he reading too much into her acting? Had it been more wishful thinking on his part, or did he see something that just wasn’t there? He came to the conclusion that he was totally confused.
As he made his way back onto the main set, he noticed Fozzie and Rowlf talking as the dog banged out a lively tune on the piano. Fozzie told a small joke and Rowlf laughed.
They both took one look at Kermit and stopped what they were doing. “Kermit?” Fozzie asked. “What’s wrong?”
“She quit.” He answered. “She just up and quit.”
They didn’t even have to ask who the ‘she’ was. Just by looking at him they knew.
“Why?” Rowlf said, knowing there had to be more to the story.
Kermit sat down on a stool nearby. “I told her Barney was hiring.” He hung his head feeling really terrible now. Angry, miserable, frustrated and rotten.
Both of his friends gasped. “You did WHAT?” Fozzie said at the same time Rowlf exclaimed, “Why did you go and do THAT?”
Kermit held his head in his hands. “I don’t know. I got angry.”
“Angry enough to insult her? What did she do, make a pass at you?” Fozzie asked only half joking. He had announced upon her signing back up that they would not be considered an ‘item’ in any way, shape or form.
Kermit just shook his head. “I don’t know what exactly it was that set me off. I guess it was being in the same room with her that did it.”
“That must have been one really small room,” Rowlf said. “How is it that the two of you, who worked so well before now can’t even do one skit?”
“Maybe it’s just the fact that she’s too occupied in her other skits.” Fozzie suggested.
This time it was Rowlf who shook his head and let his ears flop slightly. “No, I don’t think that’s the problem.”
“Then what is?” Kermit asked, bewildered. “I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel so mixed up inside.”
“Do you want her to quit?” Rowlf had a good idea what the problem was, but getting his green friend to admit it was not going to be easy.
“No, but…”
“Is it because she does help the show?” Rowlf questioned. He looked at Fozzie who was about to say something, but Rowlf held up one hand to signal the bear to wait.
“Yes, but…”
“Think about her for a second, Kermit. Close your eyes and think about her.” He waited until he saw his friend obey, albeit reluctantly.
“How do you feel when you see that image?”
Again the image came into his mind’s eye, her all dressed up and practically ignoring him. “Angry. Upset. Jealous.”
The last part surprised both Fozzie and Rowlf. “Why, Kermit?” Fozzie asked. “Why are you jealous of her? You told everyone that you guys were not a couple.”
Kermit’s eyes snapped back open. “We’re not.”
Rowlf cocked his head slightly. “Then there is no need to feel jealous, now is there?” He stopped Kermit from replying by asking another loaded question. “Think back about 3 months. To that dinner date you had with her. How did you feel then?”
That was easy enough to answer. “Happy. I was in control of myself that night. I felt free enough to talk openly.”
Fozzie was really puzzled, never having really dated or anything even remotely like that. “And now you don’t?”
“It’s different now,” Kermit admitted. “I have to watch what I say around her so she doesn’t get the wrong impression. I have to be so careful, that it’s almost impossible to talk to her at all.”
Gonzo walked on the set just then, catching the last part of Kermit’s sentence. “You sound like me when I think about Camilla. Yea, I love her. I feel like if I tell her that too much she will get the wrong impression and start thinking marriage. So I try to watch what I say around her and she sometimes gets mad thinking I don’t love her at all.” He patted Kermit on the back with his good hand. “Love is like that, pal.”
Put that way, it now seemed so simple. He was jealous because he loved her! He was upset because she wasn’t paying attention to him anymore because he told her not to. Why? He wanted to control the romance, but when it was left to him, he had chickened out and pushed her away! It was easier to deny any feelings he had towards her than to reveal them and chance her taking it the wrong way!
All this flew through his mind in the space of two short seconds. “Oh my gosh,” he said aloud. “I got mad at her because I do love her.”
With the verbal acceptance, he felt his muscles begin to relax, as if the weight of the world that had been sitting on his shoulders had just been lifted. He realized that the wrong way was indeed the right way. It had been all along and he had been too blind to see it. He wanted her to be with him, and only him.
Rowlf was nodding. “Yes, Kermit. Everyone can see that but you.”
Even Fozzie was nodding. “You might not want to believe that, but I remember my Mom and Dad acting that way sometimes. Like they hated each other but couldn’t stand to be apart from one another. It was quite confusing.”
Kermit slapped a hand to his head. “Oh no! She’s probably gone now!”
“Gone?” Gonzo asked
“She quit.” Rowlf informed him. “Kermit told her to go work for Barney.”
Gonzo pulled a disgusted face. “Oh tell me you didn’t, Kermit.”
He nodded, ashamed. “I’m afraid I did.”
“Maybe there is still time to stop her.” Gonzo said. “If you hurry.”
Kermit jumped up and ran for the door. He stopped briefly to say, “Thanks, guys,” before running out and into the hallway.
Fozzie turned to Rowlf and Gonzo. “I never want to be that much in love with anyone.”
“Then you don’t know what you are missing,” Gonzo said before leaving, calling out for Camilla as he went.
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Kermit checked her dressing room, but she wasn’t there. He checked the other rooms in the theater as well. Still no Piggy. He was becoming frantic with worry. What would he do if she left now?
He wanted to see her now more than ever, to explain to her why he was acting as badly as he had been. He wanted to ask her to dinner, and spend time with her, not for her to leave again.
As a last resort, he left the theater and walked to her condo. The doorman buzzed him in, and he waited outside her door, nervous as never before. He could feel cold chills running down his back as he knocked on the door.
She opened the door, and when she saw who it was, she slammed it again. Kermit had to jump back to keep from getting hit with the door.
“Piggy, please let me in.” He could see this was going to be a repeat of the last time he had gotten her this angry.
“Why?” she asked through the closed door.
“I have something to tell you.” Kermit said, hoping that she would open the door up. He didn’t want the whole building to hear his conversation.
The door opened a crack. “What?”
“May I come in?” he asked.
“What is it you have to say? Just say it and go.” She made no effort to open up the door and let him in.
He couldn’t really blame her. He felt kind of funny standing in the hallway, but if this was how she wanted it, then so be it. “Piggy, I want to say that I’m sorry. I got angry today and it wasn’t really your fault.”
She did open up the door a bit wider and stood blocking it. “I’m not coming back.” She crossed her arms over her chest. “No matter what you say.”
He sighed. “That is your choice. I’m not going to make you come back. But before you go, I want to say one thing and then you are free to go.”
“What?” she asked, not at all convinced that he wasn’t up to something.
He looked down at his feet then back up into her eyes. Eyes that had once adored him and loved him. He took a breath and then said very quietly and very sincerely, “I love you.”
She wasn’t buying it. “I’ve heard that from you before. Why do you say things you don’t mean? I’ve never said that about you. I’ve always told everyone that I loved you and I meant it.”
“I do mean it, Piggy.”
“Prove it.”
“How?” He looked puzzled. How could he prove it?
“I don’t know how, but if you are going to say it, then you better be prepared to back those words up with some proof.” She stepped back into her condo. “You have until Saturday and then I’m gone for good.” She closed the door and left him standing in the hallway.
Well, that wasn’t the exact way he wanted things to go, but at least he had a chance. Now all he had to do was prove he loved her. He had 3 days to do it in. Was it possible? He wasn’t sure.
What he was sure of was that he was going to do everything it took to show her that this time he did mean it. He loved her and for once, he didn’t care who knew.
An idea popped into his head and he took off down the hallway towards the elevators. If proof was what she wanted, well she might get more that what she bargained for.
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~To be continued in Part 7