even more nostalgia...
I was so happy to have others help me remember the old song/skit that has been in my head for so many years, and it has continued to put a smile on my face that others shared their own thoughts with me about something that may seem so small to some but means something to me. i had this same experience all over again tonight. i had a cassette copy of the original sesame street record which i wore out, including all the names of the songs listening to it so often when i was little, and having just received a copy from someone today and listening to it after so many years, went right to that place inside, that place i wish i could pin down. that pure and innocent emotional trigger that just causes me to tear up for no other reason than i'm happy just hearing it again. no matter how often this happens, i am always amazed by it! it is even more incredible to me when it's something i don't remember consciously until hearing at all, like the Brothers Song...i realized tonight it can happen even hearing the musical motifs of muppet related writers, those 1st few bars that just give you that feeling of kind of knowing what's coming... joe raposo in particular. tonight i heard J-Jump...joyful, jumble around... and there they were again, the tears... i knew i'd cry a bit in hearing that old original version of Somebody Come and Play, but i was not prepared for the pure raposo-esqueness of this little song that was so much bigger than it's small theme. to hear these happy words strung together without even any huge message was so powerful to me for some reason...to hear those kids singing jingle, jangle, junk summer day, big j swingin', flyin', singin'...
it just seemed to be that absolutely incredulous thing so intrinsic to sesame of purifying an emotion in a musical moment in time... those 70's esque bells and flutes (i think) that just define something so lovely. every time i have 1 of these sorts of surreal pure beautiful moments, i feel it's like a gift from jim henson and joe raposo and muppets all over again. I almost can't believe the strength of my emotional connections with things that sometimes seem like they shouldn't create such a reaction. I just wondered if anyone else experienced this same kind of wonder over and over again at rediscovering their muppet moments. it's happened to me so many times, i just hope it never comes to an end...same thing the 1st time i heard rainbow connection since being very young, ushering in my entire rediscovery of my love of muppets, and then followed by Follow Me. it's surprised me too that my only replies since rejoining have been about Sesame Street, my least remembered muppet show, and the one i've been unable to rewatch. i guess it's just that magical. thank you everyone for being out there and sharing in the ramble! it is really special to me that there are people who completely get where i'm coming from w/ these little pseudointellectual emotional diatribes and want to wander there with me
...somebody come and play doo de doo...